𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓮𝓻 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓢𝓽𝓸𝓻𝔂 *𝔑𝔞𝔪𝔧𝔦𝔫* ^𝔜𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔨𝔬𝔬𝔨^

Part 23

6/4/2021

"Gi I had so much fun and was so happy during the first year, but I don't think you'll ever be able to give me that happiness again" The words stung, it hurt when Jungkook saw tears leave Yoongi's eyes.

The tears that Yoongi wiped away "Jungkook, I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry" The words were broken mixed with sobs.

"I shouldn't have treated you that way and I'm so sorry" He'd have to let Jungkook go, he'd take Jungkook for granted, thought he'd always forgive him, thought he'd always let him off, thought he'd always be with him.

And now that he knew Jungkook wasn't gonna take him back the only thing he could do was cry and apologize.

"I'm so fucking sorry" He really was, it wasn't just the realization of not getting Jungkook back but the words Jungkook had said that made him feel sorry.

He wasn't just saying it because he felt like it was the only thing he could do, but because he felt like Jungkook deserved it.

His voice was getting louder just barely, but still much like his sobs and he didn't even realize he was holding onto Jungkook's shirt didn't realize he was leaning into the younger space, his head was going down as he repeatedly apologized.

He didn't even realize that their table was now silent the only thing being heard was his cries "Gi" Jungkook eventually cut him off, he too hadn't heard the silence, too lost in Yoongi.

The older didn't respond just cried more, sure it was embarrassing but Yoongi didn't feel any of the embarrassment "Yoongi" Jungkook pushed him to sit up, just like Yoongi had he placed a hand on his cheek just rubbing it gently.

God he hadn't touched Yoongi like this in so long it felt so good "fuck" He cursed "this isn't going to change anything" He spoke "I still won't date you" His words were soft, but that didn't mean they didn't hurt.

Yoongi's eyes looked up into Jungkook's watery ones, he was still crying, maybe not as hard as a few seconds ago but still crying.

Jungkook stayed silent a moment "can we please stop now?" He questioned, Yoongi took a second, finally letting go of Jungkook shirt, he wiped his cheeks, then he leaned in pecking Jungkook's lips.

Jungkook allowed him, he knew he shouldn't have, knew he was giving Yoongi hope, knew it wasn't making the break up any easier, then he kissed him again, this time letting his lips linger of Jungkook's a little longer before pulling away.

Then he nodded, Jungkook knew it was an answer to his question.

They could stop.

Jungkook tried to offer a smile but he completely failed Yoongi kissed him one last time maybe a little deeper than the previous time.

"It's gonna be so hard to let you go, but I hope..." He paused it was hard to say the words "I hope it's easy for you" He whispered, it was a lie, Jungkook knew but he didn't say anything, just turned away.

As soon as he did his cheeks began heating up as he noticed all of their friends' eyes glued to him, fuck, they weren't supposed to see that.

And judging by their facial expressions they were quite shocked yet, as usual Hoshi didn't hold back.

"Well that wasn't something I wanted to see" He muttered "fuck off" Jungkook hissed "wasn't something I wanted you to see either" Yoongi mumbled.

It was only a second later that Seokjin, Jimin, Namjoon and taehyung were standing up all four heading over to Yoongi and Jungkook.

Taehyung threw Jungkook a hard glare "I told you this was gonna happen" He snorted as he grabbed Yoongi arm and pulled him up.

"It's not what you think Taehyung" Yoongi muttered "it's my fault" the two, alone with Namjoon were waking off before anyone could hear anything else.