𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓮𝓻 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓢𝓽𝓸𝓻𝔂 *𝔑𝔞𝔪𝔧𝔦𝔫* ^𝔜𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔨𝔬𝔬𝔨^

Part 30

14/4/2021

Sure Namjoon had been pretty confident and brave on the phone, but as soon as he got home the fear started to creep up on him. His dad could be a nasty man if and when he wanted to be.

Namjoon headed to his father's study, the place he spent quite a bit of his time "Father?" he called pushing the doors open "Namjoon" his father responded.

There was silence as Namjoon walked closer to his father's table "So... I heard you went to go out with Miyeon, why didn't I hear about Seokjin joining?" His father asked and Namjoon didn't answer.

"Be honest Namjoon why did you go there? If you tell me that truth I won't do anything to Seokjin" The older male said "...I went to speak to him, he needed to know that I really love him and that all of those messages you sent him weren't how I felt" Namjoon explained

"Goddammit Namjoon! Your whole life you have looked at girls why'd suddenly changed?" His dad asked "I stopped looking at just girls about a year ago" It had been longer than that but his dad didn't need to know.

"Seokjin was the first boy I fall for" Namjoon told "you know Namjoon, I had always hoped you'd be strong minded and stubborn in the right situations but I guess I didn't raise you right enough for that"

"Seokjin maybe the first boy you 'fall for' but I guarantee he will not only be the last boy you fall for, but the only person I won't let you have" his father stood up.

"I was never going to touch him or any of your friends, I just wanted to see how serious the matter was and since you're still fooling around it looks like I have to do something" He walked over to Namjoon.

He stopped right in front of his son "go pack your favourite clothes you'll leave for the states tomorrow, I'm sure 5 years will be long enough for you to forget him" His father smiled.

Pure shock took place on Namjoon's face "no, I ca-" "you will leave, or I really will get him fired from his job and make his mother lose her job too" the older threatened and Namjoon gulped.

"It's over Namjoon, your playtime is over! Now go and pack!" His father hissed and Namjoon had no choice but to obey, and when he got to his room he planned to text Miyeon, he wasn't sure what he was going to say but he needed her to tell the others he would be leaving.

But he just about shut his door before his dad was walking in and taking his phone away along with the rest of his gadgets.

God Namjoon really was fucked.

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Seokjin had no idea what to think he loved Namjoon, but not wanting to get hurt was making him believe that Namjoon didn't love him was making him believe Namjoon had sent those messages.

That he really thought about Seokjin that way, the more Seokjin thought about it the more it made sense he was best friends with Taehyung and Yoongi.

Taehyung had been an ass from day one, Yoongi had turned out to be an ass after a few years there was no guarantee that Namjoon wasn't.

Sure Taehyung had only really been horrible to Jungkook and sure Yoongi had only hurt Jungkook but what if Namjoon wanted to play with someone else's feelings.

There was just so much that was clouding Seokjin's judgement and if being honest in the cloudy walls surrounding Seokjin's judgement there was a hole.

A hole that was making him doubt his belief, making him think that maybe Namjoon actually fell in love with him, maybe Namjoon actually meant it when he said I love you.