𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓮𝓻 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓢𝓽𝓸𝓻𝔂 *𝔑𝔞𝔪𝔧𝔦𝔫* ^𝔜𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔨𝔬𝔬𝔨^

Chapter 8

10-11-26

Taehyung hadn't expected Jungkook to look as annoyed as he did when he saw him but Jungkook was "If you're here to continue chatting shit, then you can fuck off" He muttered rubbing his temple.

And that was all it took for the little bit of nervous Taehyung had felt when Jimin sent him alone to disappear "no.. I'm here because I wanna know what happened between you and Yoongi, Why you broke up, What really happened" Taehyung admitted.

For a second Jungkook just blinked at Taehyung before moving to let him inside "alright" He mumbled "just like that? Your gonna tell me?" Taehyung asked clearly shocked.

He didn't expect it to be that easy "well you won't stop going on about me and Yoongi if I don't" Jungkook replied "you're not wrong" Taehyung followed Jungkook to his living room where they sat down.

"Interrupt me with anything snappy and I'll kick you out" Jungkook warned and Taehyung nodded, this was his first time being alone with Jungkook in a long time.

This wasn't the old Jungkook that he used to threaten, this Jungkook could beat the shit out of him with a smile on his face.

"I'll be honest, I was a little sensitive back then... My parents were drug addicts and alcoholics Yoongi was the only person I thought I could rely on, I loved him a lot"

"Love" Taehyung murmured earning a confused look from Jungkook "you Love him, not loved him" Taehyung clarified and Jungkook just rolled his eyes.

"You already know I didn't have friends before you guys, so everything I experienced with Yoongi was new, from my first kiss to my first break up"

"I don't even remember how long before my parents died that it started... The comments, we were out eating, and I didn't have much money"

"I would try to pay but Yoongi never let me and one time I asked him about it and he said something like if my parents weren't the way they were and worked he'd let me pay"

"It hurt.. He knew my parents were a sensitive subject 2 people I loved despite the fact that they weren't really like real parents, he knew I was a little embarrassed that's why he was the only one that came to my house before they died."

"I tried to ignore it but after it got worse the comments would go from talking about if my parents worked to if I worked less we would be able to hang out more... If I worked more he'd let me pay"

"I eventually spoke to him about it and he only changed for a few weeks or months I don't remember how long it was but sooner or later he was back to it again"

"And one day he told me I didn't know what it was like to have parents... That still hurts because when I was younger they were great to me, and Yoongi may not have seen it much,".

"But they tried on the weekends to stay sober and I loved them though they weren't really much of parents they were still my parents"

"I spoke to him about it again and again, he went as far as swearing and promising to change but never did and when my parents died I didn't want him around because he wouldn't be able to comfort me."

"He'd only make it worse, and after a month we talked about it he assured me he wouldn't say things like that... I don't remember if it was the same day or the next, but it hurt so much..."

Jungkook's voice was growing quieter his gaze never being on Taehyung.

"It hurt so much when he told me that if my parents didn't do drugs they would have been alive, I didn't want to hear that, I watched my dad die right in front of me"

"Do you know how long that took to get over and not even a month after their death Yoongi was there telling if they hadn't done so many drugs knowing my mum died of an overdose?"

"I was too hurt, and I wanted to break up with him so I said let's break up, being with him was hurting a lot and before my parents died I could try to brush it off and think about it at night."

"But when they died I couldn't hide it, because it hurt and at first he asked for a second chance but I told him no... That day in the cafeteria.."

"....We uh broke up properly, I wanted to be with Yoongi but he wasn't even the boy I had started dating he wasn't even trying to change, he just kept saying things knowing they hurt and thought sorry would make the pain go away, I couldn't do it and sure I fucking miss him"

"But how the fuck am I supposed to trust he won't start hurting me again when he gets comfortable?" Jungkook finally looked over at Taehyung.

"You said he liked me, so he would treat me well...he told me he loved me and that wasn't enough to stop hurting me, I wanted to stay with him so much but it hurt too much" Jungkook sighed.

"Ryugi treats me so fucking well, never hurts me if he does he makes sure to change it on the second time, he doesn't make me as happy as Yoongi but he makes me happy, even if it's just a little" Jungkook muttered.

"Yoongi told me everything you guys talked about, said he was so happy, you told him that you would give him another chance, he had the biggest smile on his face and looked the happiest I'd seen him in years" Taehyung told.

"I guess I got a little mad after seeing him so happy and then hearing what you said, I didn't really care about how you felt so I'm sorry" 

"And Yoongi has changed, I know me assuring you he wouldn't hurt you probably wouldn't mean anything because you know I don't like Ryugi, but Yoongi missed you a shit ton"

"And I really don't think he'd go as far as to tell you to break up with him if he fucks up again knowing he could fuck up, there isn't anyone who knows Yoongi as good as Yoongi".

"He probably took you for granted back in College but, knows he's fucked without you and wants you back, I wanna say give him another chance because if he was Jimin I would give him another chance"

"But I know it's not easy, so the only thing I will say is... Think about it, think about how you really feel with Ryugi, because if you really loved him.... Yoongi wouldn't even be in the picture regardless of the past" Taehyung offered a small smile.

And Jungkook nodded the younger wasn't wrong.

"About the kiss... I told Ryugi, he wasn't mad about it said he was glad I told him and I was drunk as long as it doesn't happen again he can brush it off" Jungkook told.

"Wow, if that was me, I'd definitely be a little more than mad, good thing Jimin doesn't have any exes" Taehyung smiled "speaking of you and Jimin... are you really the bottom?" Jungkook asked, he'd been wanting to ask that for sooo long but never had the right opportunity.

Judging by the way Taehyung flushed red Jungkook realised that Jimin hadn't lied "I can't believe Jimin would tell you that" He groaned grabbing his phone that had been beside him and standing up.

"Good talk Jungkook" He muttered before rushing off clearly embarrassed while Jungkook laughed.

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