Part 16

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21/2/2021

The walk home felt extra long for Jungkook, he'd called the ambulance even though he knew his parents were gone. The doctor had confirmed both of his parents were dead.

Jungkook had cried a lot more than he expected and when he finally left the hospital he'd tried making a joke about it, saying that at least now he didn't have to deal with his dad stealing but he only felt worse.

He only cried more.

Jungkook hadn't really been one to share his business. So it wasn't weird that he didn't tell anyone about his parents- ok it was a little weird.

He would have told Yoongi but Jungkook couldn't trust that Yoongi wouldn't say anything that would make him feel worse.

Not only that but the two weren't on good terms, well not really that they weren't on good terms but Jungkook hadn't felt happy with Yoongi recently he felt sad and upset, he still had love for the older but nothing like what he had in the past.

He would tell Jimin, but he still felt they weren't on that level yet, like he wasn't comfortable telling him such a thing.

He would tell Seokjin but he didn't want to bother him with such bad news.

That's why Jungkook kept it to himself.

When he got home he looked around that living room and cried more, how was he supposed to live here and not remember his dad dying right before his eyes?

He had to pull himself away from the living room and to his bedroom where he flopped on his bed and cried some more.

What was he supposed to do?

22/2/2021

Jungkook had woken up at 9:40, meaning he'd missed almost 2 classes, and just like before he'd begun getting ready despite his body feeling heavy.

He promised himself he'd just had a bad dream, picked up his bag and left his room, he looked around and when he saw the couch his parents usually sat on was empty he completely broke down.

He began sobbing, loud cries leaving lips.

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Jungkook had somehow forced himself to lock the front door, he had no reason to have it unlocked, and didn't really want anyone coming over, he knew that Yoongi would eventually turn up, and Jungkook really didn't want to see him.

So he locked the door and went back to his bed, and soon enough he was sleeping, he hadn't managed to hear any of the messages coming through on his phone but when it began ringing at 12 am he'd woken up.

He'd quickly answered it to stop the ringing "hello?" He mumbled "Jungkook are you still sleeping?" Yoongi's voice rang in his ears.

"Yeah" Jungkook answered "it's already 12, why are you not up? Are you sick? Do you want me to come over?" Yoongi was asking a lot of questions.

And Jungkook was now wide awake and his head was beginning to hurt, he stayed silent "Jungkook" Yoongi called "can you hear me? Are you ok? Want me to come over?" At that Jungkook's eyes widened slightly.

He didn't want to see Yoongi "no" He said it maybe a little too quick and a little too loud he quickly tried to cover it up and spoke again "I just wanna be alone" He mumbled this time quieter and softer.

"Did something happen?" Yoongi's voice was gently something Jungkook hadn't heard in a while.

"No, Yoongi I just wanna be alone" Jungkook answered "..ok" Yoongi spoke "I'll see you tomorrow" He added then they said their goodbyes.

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