Journal

5/13/20

5/13/20- Good morning journal. I am Yeva. I am around 18 years old and I am from Russia. I have a twin brother named Yuri and he is grumpy and nobody really likes him. I can not say I am much better though.

Please excuse my bad typing or bad English. This is not my first language and I am not used to fronting and having to type in English. I can only speak English in the outside world because we do not want people knowing about us. It does not help that I still have a Russian accent.

I was pulled out for some reason. I have been doing school all day and I do not like it. This is not the first time I was forced to do Spanish stuff but it was even harder this time. I think I am still here because of how stressed Wybie was. He had a rough morning.

He completely failed his geometry standards again and now I think I will try to retake it again. It is only three questions but for some reason we can not pass. The rest of the classes have not been too bad. He was doing some Victor Hugo presentation when I came out but reading and typing is hard so I did not want to keep doing it.

History was a little hard because I know not much about Chinese or Japanese history and there was an assessment today. I think this is the last class today. I will probably try to pass geometry after this.

I took a break to look at college stuff. We do not sign up for classes until the last week of July. That gives us a lot of time to destress. I also took a break to bathe the small dog and spray the room. I think the fumes of the spray are getting to my head. The dog is clean though and drying off in the bathroom.

I do not know much else to say because I am struggling. I do not talk often. Maybe I tell you about myself? My twin brother and I are from Russia and were forced to move to America when we were like 16. That was a complicated story. Next thing we know we are alters in an American body. I am aware my history is not reality but is reality to me.

I am not from this world. Even though that is weird that is how it is. My favorite band is Five Finger Death Punch. That is the only band I listen to. I am very traditional. I wear dresses and typical old russian clothes. I have long white hair, pale skin, and freckles.

I do not know much else about me. I do not have a favorite color or food. My favorite animal might be a wolf. I prefer the cold. I used to have an ice castle in the innerworld but now I share an apartment with Yuri. It is always warm in the innerworld. We spend most of our time inside. It is very dark in the apartment.

I tried switching our keyboard to Russian but it did not work. This is insanely hard for me to type. I have a major headache and I am very hungry. I need a lunch break. If Wybie comes back out later than hopefully he will write more. If not then we will see you tomorrow.