Feel Something (BounPrem FF)

Chapter 22 🔞: No Going Back

Sinn stayed with Chan until the boy's crying had ceased. He kept Chan in his arms the whole time, comforting them both. He rested his head on the boy's, taking in the intoxicating scent. Neither knew how long they had been out there, only that it had grown darker, and they could see the stars.
   
“Hia…”
   
“Hmm?”
   
“I'm tired…”
   
Sinn actually wanted to stay there longer. He wanted to be like that with Chan just a little more, but he knew the boy needed his sleep after a long day. “Okay then, let’s go.”
   
They both got up slowly, and Chan put his phone and necklace in each pocket. “Let me see them.” Sinn held out his hand.
   
“See what?”
   
“Your stuff.”
   
Chan slowly reached back into his pockets and placed them both into his senior's hand. Sinn was upset even more than Chan. He felt sorry for the boy for his things getting broken.
   
Chan grabbed the locket quickly. “You can just throw that stuff away. I just need this.” The dainty locket was still broken, but it was the only thing of value to him. He left the broken chain and phone in Sinn's hands.
   
Sinn listened to the boy. The phone wasn’t salvageable, and Chan could always get a new chain. “Okay.”
   
Sinn walked Chan to his room first, walking in front to make sure it was him who got in trouble if they were out too late. Luckily, no one was in the halls. Sinn slowed his pace as they neared the room, and made sure his hand was out and swaying slightly as Chan caught up to him from the side.
   
Chan kept his head down, still in his feelings from earlier. He had calmed down a lot thanks to Sinn, but he was embarrassed that Sinn saw him like that. He wasn’t looking forward to the rest of the weekend, because he knew he would have to see Han.
   
A warm feeling came across his hand and he looked down to find Sinn's hand sliding onto his. Chan liked the feeling, and he realized what Sinn was trying to do so discreetly. He looked up at Sinn, who was looking ahead as if nothing was happening. Not a single emotion on his senior’s face, but Chan could still feel the sentiment.
   
Their fingers touched and tapped on each other before Sinn's entwined with Chan's. He squeezed the boy's hand once, letting him know that he meant what he was doing. A smile appeared in the corner of his mouth, making Chan smile and squeeze back.
   
When they got to the door, Chan realized that it wasn’t his and Sook's room. Sinn opened the door with his key and glanced back at Chan, who was confused. “Dee said he’s with Sook.”
   
“What?” Chan was shocked, but then it came to him that they probably made up by then. “Oh!” A grin appeared on his face as he walked through the door and closed it.
   
Sinn removed his sweater, lifting up his shirt a little to reveal a small portion of his back. He didn’t mind to be careful anymore, as the boy had already seen it all fully. Chan simply stared, not wanting to say anything about it after the last time.
   
“It’s okay…” Sinn didn’t look at Chan, but knew he was watching.
   
“I wasn’t…um…”
   
“Only you’ve seen them.” Sinn continued undressing, removing his pants. Chan became breathless and quickly moved his eyes around the room. Sinn left his pants folded on a chair and walked over to him. Chan had no choice but to face him. “You can look, but I can’t tell you anything.”
   
Chan wasn’t sure what to think again. He couldn’t think of an explanation for the marks on Sinn's back, and wasn’t sure if he even wanted to know. “Okay…” Sinn didn’t owe him anything. He was just happy to be trusted.
   
Sinn moved closer, removing the space between them. “Okay?”
   
Chan nodded. “You trust me. That’s enough.”
 

****SMUTT Warning**** (side note: idk how tf to spell Smut, is is one T or two? Idk, bear with me 😂 )
 
 
   
Sinn removed his shirt in front of the boy and Chan found himself looking his senior up and down. Only one article of clothing remained on Sinn, and Chan was gulping down his enthusiasm.
   
Sinn brought his hands up to unzip Chan's jacket, then pushed it off the boy. Goosebumps covered the boy when Sinn picked up his t-shirt and brushed against his skin when he took it off.
    
Sinn tossed the shirt to the side with the jacket. He knew what he was starting, and that he would surely remember it this time. His index finger started at Chan's navel, then he let it glide along with his eyes up to the boy's chest, where he spread out his fingers onto the smooth skin.
   
As his hand inched further up, Chan's body tensed. He could feel the cold knuckle rings wrap around his neck. Sinn's thumb moved under the boy's chin, angling it up. Chan kept his focus on Sinn, but couldn’t read his face, as always.
   
Sinn's lips touched the chin, lightly kissing it before moving around Chan's jawline. Chan's breathing became heavy as the kisses continued. Sinn took Chan's silence as consent to keep going. The boy's uneven breaths made him hard, and he could see Chan's eyes slightly closing when he peeked up.
   
Sinn's hands moved down, pushing down Chan's elastic-waist shorts, letting them pool at his feet. He came up close to the boy's face again, teasing with his lips so close but not kissing him. Chan could only stare at Sinn, trying to find something but only seeing the seductive gaze his senior was giving. It was too many seconds for him to be still, and he began to move forward himself. Before he could get to Sinn's lips, he felt a pull around his waist, and they crashed together.
   
Sinn kissed him hard, releasing all of his pent up feelings and desires for Chan. He gave up his frustrations and worries and allowed himself to just feel. Chan made him feel good, and made him feel like he could finally be himself with someone. He felt like he wanted to try to live again.
   
Chan leaned into Sinn's body, letting himself feel every inch of the soft skin with his roaming hands. He had never wanted something so much in his life, and was overwhelmed by the rapid beating of his heart. He was spun around by Sinn, who was slowly stealing every bit of sanity left in Chan.
   
Sinn moved them to the bed as he kissed and sucked on the boy's lips as Chan was breathless. The junior couldn’t speak, only feel the heat rising between them. Sinn pushed him back onto the bed and straddled the boy. Both of their hard-ons were touching through the thin boxers that they wore, causing Chan to writhe against his control.
   
Sinn leaned down to kiss the boy's neck and Chan grabbed his senior, wrapping his hands around his back. He could feel the scars, but he didn’t care. He liked Sinn and every piece of him that wasn’t perfect. For the first time in a long time, Sinn felt a gentle touch on his back, one that didn’t hurt him.
   
Sinn continued to travel down Chan's body, kissing and sucking until he had stepped off the bed. He reached down into his bag on the floor and brought out a condom that Dee had accidentally left. He dropped his boxers quickly and pulled Chan's off, tossing them both to the side.
   
He came to Chan's knees at the edge of the bed and leaned over the boy, kissing on Chan's abdomen. He watched Chan squirm and became pleased that his mouth could make him lose it.
   
Sinn's mouth traveled down and kissed on Chan's thigh, moving inwards until he swallowed him whole. Chan gripped the blankets and arched his back when he felt the warm mouth on him. “Ahhh….” He couldn’t contain his moans anymore. His hips moved with the movements but Sinn held them down while he sucked.
   
Just before he could cum, Sinn reached up and teased two fingers into Chan's open mouth, which the boy gladly took in. Chan sucked and licked on the fingers and he moaned on them as his body began to contort from the rising pressure.
   
Sinn pulled his fingers back and used them to rub the small opening, making Chan twitch. He stuck one in and watched Chan's chest raise up, taking a deep breath. The boy held his breath as Sinn entered the other and he flinched away, but Sinn's other hand held his hips steady. “Uhhh!”
   
“Ssshhh…” Sinn came up to face Chan and kissed the boy, swallowing his pleas. His fingers moved faster, roaming around to find the sweet spot, causing Chan to break from the kiss and tilt his head up. His hips were winding and pulsing with the rhythm of the fingers and he felt himself climbing back up to his climax.
   
Suddenly Sinn stopped and retracted his fingers, causing Chan to whimper. He watched as Sinn wrapped himself with the condom and wanted so badly for him to enter.
   
Chan grew impatient as Sinn came back to tease him, kissing and playing with his nipples and driving him crazy. He would have to take things into his own hands.
   
He grabbed Sinn's shoulders and pushed him off and onto the bed as he got on top. Chan was panting as he attached his mouth to Sinn's as he lowered himself onto Sinn. His senior was breathless as he watched Chan gasping, feeling the boy's tightness cloak over his dick.
   
He held Chan's waist as he settled down, pushing himself all the way in. “Ugh!” Chan was panting as he moved up then down.
   
Sinn gripped the boy's waist harder and began to pull and push himself in and out. Chan couldn’t look away from Sinn's lustful eyes, and moved with the motions as he rode Sinn.
   
Sinn waited until Chan was moving on his own. Then he could grab Chan with one of his hands, stroking the boy to the same rhythm as he fucked him. He kept one hand on his waist, pushing and pulling while the other stroked Chan up and down. He watched Chan's muscles contract and felt the boy tighten around him.
   
“Hia…” Chan's eyes were barely open as his head fell back.
   
“Say…it…again…” Sinn was on the edge, and Chan was sending him over.
   
“Hia!” Chan's back arched as he grabbed Sinn's hand that was still on him. He squeezed hard as he came, still moving on Sinn as his senior filled up the condom himself.
   
Sinn pulled Chan down and beside him as they caught their breaths. They looked at each other with content. They had given themselves to each other and they couldn’t go back, but neither wanted to go back. This was where they knew they wanted to be.