Romancing the Devil

CHAPTER 15

“Fuck. I don’t think I can revenge now.” bulong niya pero hindi ko na inintindi ‘yon sa pagkakaantok.

Nagising na lamang ako sa isang marahang haplos na nararamdaman ko sa aking braso at ang malalambot na labing dumadampi sa aking balikat at panga. At ang malalaking brasong nakapulupot sa aking beywang ay mahigpit ang pagkakayakap. Halos idiin na niya ang katawan niya sa akin habang nakatalikod ako sa kaniya at dinadama ang kaniyang katawan sa aking likuran.

“Good morning, my wife.” He kissed my shoulder and jaw consecutively making me groan lightly. “Can you still stand?” agad akong napamulat at nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa tanong niya at napakurap-kurap.

“We . . . really did it . . . last night?” I asked, still couldn’t believed that we really did have sex last night.

“Yeah,” he said hoarsely before nuzzling his nose on my neck. “Why? You don’t believe we did that?” he asked in his bedroom voice.

“H-Hindi lang talaga ako makapaniwala . . . I mean . . .” I bit my lower lip, feeling embarrassed now.

He chuckled seductively, “that was awesome. Our making love last night was damn amazing.” Mas lalo lang akong pinag-initan ng pisngi dahil do’n.

Making love . . .

“K-Kailangan na nating pumasok,” saad ko dahil nahihiya na ako pag-usapan ang nangyari sa amin.

“Hmm?” he hummed and nuzzled more on my neck and kissed it lightly.

Maya-maya pa ay pinakawalan na rin niya ako dahil sa pamimilit kong kumawala sa yakap niya. We still have work to do today. Tapos na ang day off ko kaya dapat na akong mag-asikaso.

Napaigik ako sa hapdi ng pagitan ko nang tumayo ako at nakaisang hakbang pa lang. Agad na bumangon si Callum para alalayan ako pero umiling ako sa kaniya.

“Are you sure you can walk?” nag-aalalang tanong niya.

“Kaya ko,” napakagat ako sa pang-ibabang labi at naglakad na parang walang hapding nararamdaman sa pagutan ng aking mga hita. Hanggang sa makarating ako sa banyo ay nagpanggap akong maayos. Pumasok ako roon at sinara na agad ang pinto, baka biglang magpumilit si Callum at pumasok pa sa loob.

We did it.

We really did it because I can still feel the pain it caused me last night. He was gentle yet rough to me last night. And I . . . screamed so hard, begging him to give me more . . .

Napatakip ako sa aking mukha dahil sa kahihiyang nararamdaman. Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala.

I’ve already gave him my virginity . . .

Iningatan ko ‘yon ng 26 years, at ibinigay na ngayon sa naging asawa ko. It’s worth it, right? Ibibigay ko rin naman sa kaniya ‘yon, so why am I kinda regretting it? He’s my husband, he’s worth what I gave. And this is the beginning of my plan . . . on proposing him the merging of the company. I should’ve also be cautious with my actions now.

Naligo ako at ilang minutong nagbabad sa maligamgam na tubig ng bathtub. At nang medyo gumaan ang pakiramdam ko ay dumiretso na ako ng ligo. Pagkatapos ay lumabas ng banyo. Naabutan ko pa si Callum na nakaupo sa gilid ng kama, nakapatong ang dalawang siko sa hita at mukhang malalim ang iniisip habang nakaupo roon.

I bit my lower lip. Is he regretting having . . . sex with me? He’s not satisfied? I know I don’t have any experience so he was just the one who’s giving me pleasure last night. And I don’t know if I gave him satisfaction in pleasure.

My heart sank at the thought. Mas lalo akong nahiya sa ginawa ko kagabi. I seduced him. I pushed him to his limits and I’m freakin’ drunk last night. I was drunk but I know what I am doing and saying last night.