It Was You

Chapter 18 : Why...

Rora's Pov
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After we ate our lunch, Taeyang sent me back home. Before I leave, I thanked him for the lunch and for the ride home. I went in my apartment and found that Amy have not come back home. I took a bath and kept thinking the word 'engagement'. This means that me and him can't meet again often like we used to and he will be very busy to take care of his new family soon. I let my tears stream down my cheeks and I keep on sobbing. After taking a bath, I just wore my sleeping clothes straight away. While waiting for Amy to come back home, I sat on my bed and hug my knees tightly. I call Mdm Lee to tell what happened today and how depressed I am about it. She did pick up my call and gave advices after I told her about my problem. She did comforted me and then we say goodbyes and I hung up the phone. I look at the heart locket and open it to see the photo of Taeyang. I quickly close it as soon I heard the front door opened. I wipe my tears away and went out of my room to see Amy. I saw her with shopping bags on her arms. I helped her carry it to her room. She showed me the things she bought and bought me a diary book. "I want you to have this. Where you can keep all the secrets hidden. I just want you to let go of the past and move on." She said and I was touched. I shed some tears and gave her a hug. "Thank you." I said while sobbing. "I got something to tell you." I said. "What is it?" She asked me.
I told her every single details that happened today and I told her to come to the 'engagement party'.

Amy's Pov
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After hearing what Rora needed to tell me, I felt sad for her and gave her another hug. "Don't be sad Rora. It's going to be gone soon. If you can let go of seeing Taeyang with her, I don't see a reason why you can't let go of hearing the word engagement." I told her firmly. "And be strong. I will always be by your side." I told her again as she wiped her tears away. "By the way, how's the bandage?" I asked. "I think it's getting better. By tomorrow I will take off these bandages." She said while looking at it.
After that I cook dinner while Rora was writing her diary book. By looking at the diary book, I remembered that I kept her first diary book! I will put it back as soon as she fell asleep or when she go to work. After that I call her up to eat her dinner.

Rora's Pov
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After dinner, I help to clean the table and wash the dishes. Amy went to bed first as she was exhausted going out thw whole day. I continue writing my new diary book and then hid it in my dresser and went to bed. As usual I took a shower, ate my breakfast and went to work. During my work, I felt sad and just want to go home. Gosh!!! Why this pain must come back again?! After work, I decided to shop some gifts for Taeyang and Lora's newly engagement. I did bought a keyboard for me to make my own songs to express my feelings out. After that I went home and it was in the evening. I saw Amy practising doing different kind of hairstyles and sketch them so I didn't disturb her. I wrapped the gift up and and place the keyboard new my huge window. Then, I brushed my teeth and wash my face only. I decided not to take a shower as the weather was cold and rain heavily. I said goodnight to Amy and went to my room. I took the diary out again without letting Amy see it and write again. After a few minutes, I finish writing it and kept in the same place. I went to bed and try to sleep peacefully. I kept rolling on my bed as two things kept bothering me. Taeyang and the weather! It's too cold and I wish there's someone could hug me >< ! After that, I fell into a deep sleep.
I was standing near the pond feeding the fishes. After feeding it, Taeyang came to me and hold my hands and said, "I love you." He was about to kiss me when Lora came to us. She pull Taeyang and push me away from Taeyang and said,"Stay away from him!" I fell into the pond and struggle to swim up.
I suddenly wake up with sweats on my body. I look around me to check whether I'm in the pond and I realised it was just a dream. I let out a huge sigh of relief and went back to bed.

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