It Was You

Chapter 43 : Complicated Things Starts

Jiyong's Pov
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"I can explain." Taeyang said and showed a worried face. "You don't need to." I said coldly and follow Rora.
"Ji, I can explain. Really." He repeated again.
I kept ignoring him as I felt betrayed and hurt. I kept walking faster as I want to avoid him in the moment. Within a few minutes, I get extremely annoyed and yelled at him in frustration, "Just stay away from me!"
He stand there frozen, looking shock, hurt and sad. I did not want to do this but I have no choice. I want to be alone for now and I want a good explanation from Rora first. As I saw her going into ladies bathroom, I waited outside for her patiently. Somehow, I felt that my tears are forming in my eyes but luckily, I am wearing sunglasses. At least, no one can noticed my teary eyes. I kept holding it back and stay strong. "Jiyong?" I look up and saw Rora.
I hold her hand and lead her to somewhere private. "Jiyong where are we going?" She asked me as she is not familiar with these places.
I stop immediately once there is no one around. I let go of her hand and silent myself for a minute before talking to her. "Are you ok? You're making me worried." She said softly. "Why didn't you tell me about Taeyang. Why?" I asked her firmly. "It's not that I don't want to. I was really going to tell you everything." She told me. "Really? Why didn't you tell me before we were in a relationship. Why Rora? Why?!" I said it in a loud and angry tone, feeling hurt. "Will you stop raising your voice! If you really want a very good reason from me, then let me talk!" She said angrily and I could see her eyes were filled with tears.
I look away and I could not bear to see those tears. "I didn't tell you about my relationship with Taeyang because I'm too scared. At that time, I was hurt, sad, depressed, heartbroken and lost. All I could do is to try to move on. Also, at that time, my relationship with him is just for a while because of Lora. She lied to her parents that I'm a bad person and that made her parents believed her and took Taeyang away from me by fixing an arrange marriage." She start to explain. "Then why didn't you tell his parents that you're not a bad person?" I asked her. "Because during that party, when his parents saw me with Taeyang, their eyes were filled with anger and hatered and they told me to get out of their house." She answered. "But you didn't tell them that you're-" Before I could finish my words, she interrupted me. "Even if I tried, I stil won't be with Taeyang. Cause his parents and Lora's parents are good friends." She said. "That's when I knew that there's no way I can be back with him. Taeyang kept hoping and telling me that one day, me and him are going to be back together but I didn't think of it because I felt that it's useless and hopeless. His parents are not going to believe what he says and they will keep on thinking that Lora is always right." She said. "What's so special about Lora to them?" I asked again. "They think Lora is a very sweet, cute, pretty, smart, kind, innocent lady. They also think that she's the perfect match for Taeyang." She answered my question again. "Since then, I decided to break up with him because nothing is going back to normal. He agreed to break up with me and told me that he will come back to me and marry me. To me, it's really depressing because he's not letting me go. I felt that I'm still stuck in the past because of him. Since he came back here, he acted that me and him had never break up before and stil like a couple. Up till now, I don't know why I kept wearing this locket he gave me." She added. "Since you're going through a hard time all this while, do you stil love him?" I asked her as I wanted to know desperately.
There was a total silence and I guess that is the answer. I was going to leave her when she finally said something. "Right now, the only person I love is you." She told me. "You might think that I'm lying to you but what I'm telling you right now, is the truth. I'm sorry for not telling you and please don't leave me." She said and her tears who had stayed for so long in her eyes, finally roll down her cheeks.
I walk towards her and wipe her tears away with my fingers. After that, I started to walk away, leaving Rora alone. She was left speechless and stand there frozen. I did not say anything to her as I needed more time.

Rora's Pov
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I started to cry and more tears start to roll down my cheeks. I cannot believe that I had just lose him. After all the explanation, I guess he is not going to believe it. For me, it is ok if he does not want to believe it as I understand how it feels after knowing the truth. I sat there for 30 minutes, feeling lost and hurt. Suddenly my phone rang. I look at the phone screen and it showed Taeyang. I ended the call each time he calls me. I felt so much anger and sadness in me right now. I blame all of this on myself and Taeyang. After a few minutes, he stops calling me. Then, Amy starts to call me. I decided to pick up since she is the only person that I need right now.

Amy : Rora, you ok? Taeyang called me just now and told me everything about the problem.
Me : I told Jiyong about my past relationship with Taeyang. He seemed hurt, mad and felt betrayed. I knew these will happen. What am I gonna do now?
Amy : Why not you go home first, and we'll talk at night. I promise that I'll be home as early as I can.
Me : Ok. Thanks for being by my side all the time.
Amy : No problem.

I ended the call and decided to go home. As I was walking, I felt that the raindrops are splashing around the ground. That is when I knew that it is going to rain heavily as the raindrops were splashing around the ground more and heavily. Everyone was running around finding a shelter except me. After reaching home, I was drenched by the heavy rain. I open the locket and threw it away. I started to cry thinking of it and went to the bathroom to freshened up. I sat down on the sofa, hugging my legs and kept sobbing. Then, I keep looking at the ring that Jiyong gave me. "Jiyong, I'm sorry. I love you." I whispered to myself and more tears rolling down my cheeks.

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