Ari's POV 🌸
Facing the headboard on my knees, I grab onto it for support as Joon pumps into me from behind. He has one hand around my waist, hugging my back to his chest.
"Come on, do it again, Baby!" I command, and then I feel him pull back and land a hard smack onto my right ass cheek.
"Jimin told me you all talk about my ass," I cry out, and Joon moans as I press my backside into his groin harder, taking him as deep as I can. I'm so full that it almost feels like he's buried up to my belly button.
"It's true you're fucking beautiful, all of you..." Joon moans into my ear.
I glide his hand from my belly down between my legs, "You know what I want," I pant, and I cry out when he starts rubbing me all over, giving me that pleasure I desire.
"Such a good boy the way you touch me!" I cry out desperately, and he can feel my body tighten up around him.
"That's it, Dearest, that's it, just like that..." and with one hand guiding him across my most sensitive areas and the other over my head, snaked behind his neck a scream of ecstasy pours out of me as I orgasm with him following soon after.
When we collapse together on the bed, drenched in sweat and the result of our lovemaking, I feel so close to him. I love that Joon and I can make sweet, quiet love to each other in some moments, and in others, it's primal as we experiment with what makes the other feel good.
We hold each other for a long time, stroking each other's arms, pushing hair away from each other's faces; Joon kisses me over and over. I've never felt happier than I do when his lips touch mine.
"Are you ready?" I ask quietly.
"As long as I have you, I'm ready for anything," he replies, placing butterfly kisses down my neck. I feel a shiver wind all the way up my spine, and I delight in the tones of his voice washing over me.
Joon's single and his music video are going to drop tomorrow. I have Lily's social media accounts pre-scheduled to slowly start releasing behind-the-scenes interviews, photos, and video clips on different dates and times to help ride out whatever reaction comes after the song drops.
I wrap my arms around Joon, he buries his cheek into the crook of my neck, and I stroke his hair until I hear him lightly snoring. I remember the first time he warned me he still snores even after having some minor surgery, but I let him know that it doesn't bother me. In fact, I find it comforting knowing he can fall so deeply asleep in my arms.
Joon warned me this might be our last night together for a little while because it won't be long before his team has to watch out for people lurking around his building looking to see if Lily or someone else is actually dating him in real life. Joon wants to make it through this album and all the backlash before we come out together as a couple. I can tell he's testing the waters, and I understand that this is what I signed up for when I agreed to date him. I remind myself that this is just a moment in time compared to the lifetime I want to spend with this man.
Lifetime? Did I just admit to myself that I can't imagine anyone in my life besides Joon?
I hold him until I drift off to sleep, thoughts of him dancing in my head.

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