Jaded affection / Eddie Munson

12. What are we

After skimming the tv for a while I finally decided to turn it off. Looking at the clock I see I had about an hour left till Eddie got here so I decided to listen to some music and with my mom not being home I could turn the music up as loud as I wanted it. I looked to see if I had more of my music up here and I found Black Sabbath and put it in cranking the volume up. I stand here listening to them, moving my head up and down a bit just enjoying the beat. I love this music, my mom doesn't care for it much but she doesn't judge me or what I wear.m and I love her for it.

Since it was pretty nice out today I opened a few windows up to get the air flowing in the house. I walk into the kitchen and grab a glass of water and go back to the living room. I then glanced at the clock. It was now 1:20, only 20 more minutes till Eddie gets her. I could feel myself start to get nervous and my hands start to sweat, hopefully my meds would kick in soon. Just then my doorbell rings and I turn the music down a little and walk to the door to open it.

"Hey princess." Eddie says leaning on the door frame.

"Hey there dungeon master." I say with a smile.

Eddie's eyes flash with excitement as he stares at me.
"I like the way you say master." He says. "You need to be careful there sweetheart I might make us late to get lunch."

Blushing I say. "I should have known."

We both laugh at that. "Come in." I say moving away from the door.

Eddie follows me in and shuts the door behind him. When I turn back around he grabs the back of my neck with one hand and the other goes to my waist pulling me to him and pressing his lips to mine. This kiss was full of heat and lust and he spins me around and presses me up against the door. Running his tongue on the bottom of my lip I opened up and let him in. He presses himself against me and I could feel him already so firm. I pushed my hips up grinding against him and he let out a soft moan, and I pulled my face away to look up at him.

"Ed we have to stop." I whisper a bit out of breath.

"Why." He says as his fingers trail over my cheek and jaw.

"I don't want to start anything we can't finish right now."

He pouted at me and pulled away looking me in the eyes.
"Yeah that's true."

Eddie then pulled me close and gave me a softer kiss on the lips this time.

"How's your hand doing today?" He asks gently, taking my left one in his.

"It's ok I cleaned it up again, doesn't look too bad but I'll have my mom look at it when she's back from work. I know she has other stuff in her room to help it out."

"Good, now would you wanna smoke in my van before we head out."

"Yes please, that should help me eat, I'm not feeling too hungry at the moment." I say.

I turn the cassette player off and grab my bag. Eddie takes my hand and we head out the door. I locked the front door and walked to his van and he opened the side door up.

"After you."

I got into the car and he followed me in sliding the door closed behind him. It was pretty comfortable in the back of his van, he even had a few blankets and pillows. Eddie reached into a bag and pulled out a blunt, and turns to me smiling .

"We're going to be really hungry when we get there."I laugh.

"And high." We both laugh at that.

He takes the blunt and lights it sitting right next to me. We start to pass it back and forth and Eddie rests his hand on my thigh and it sends a shiver down my spine. He began to rub his thumb over my skin sending what felt like electric shocks through my whole body. God his touch just felt amazing and with the rings on his fingers it just intensified the feeling for me. He turned to me and smiled so I leaned in and kissed him, he brought his hands to my waist and I moved on top of him straddling him. One hand on his shoulder the other holding the blunt. He started to push his hips up to meet mine and I pulled away from him.