Main pairing: Kindaichi Yūtarō x Kunimi Akira
Other pairing(s): None
Warnings: Implied (bad) mental health/suicide
Time: Kunimi's 2nd year / Kindaichi's 2nd year
Song: None
Notes: None
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*In Kunimi and Kindaichi's private messages*
Kindaichi: hey aki
Kunimi: hi love
Kunimi: is everything alright?
Kindaichi: yeah lmao
Kindaichi: i was just bored
Kunimi: oh ok
Kindaichi: what're you up to :)
Kunimi: oh i was just writing
Kindaichi: oooh
Kindaichi: can i see some of it?
Kunimi: uh sure
Kunimi: At first, I just went to the cliff because I wanted to learn more about it. I wondered what it would feel like to fall off of it. I looked down into the abyss and the view scared me.
Kunimi: The people laying there, lifeless, petrified me. Some of their faces were devoid of hope while some looked relieved that they had fallen. But some of them looked hopeful. As if they had been trying to climb back up, but slipped. The thought of that happening to me terrified me, so I backed up.
Kunimi: But I could already feel the people at the bottom of the cliff calling my name, luring me in. I could feel that I was walking forward, to jump, but I couldn't stop my feet from moving.
Kunimi: When I finally came to my senses, I was already standing on the edge. But it was too late. The ground slipped from my feet, and I managed to hold the edge of the cliff at the last minute, with just one finger.
Kunimi: Even now, I'm hanging from that cliff. Sometimes, I manage to hold it with both hands, and it fills me with hope. I imagine climbing on the cliff and be done with it, but then, when I try to move, I lose my grip and hang on by just one hand again.
Kunimi: Then, I rinse and repeat.
Kindaichi: i
Kindaichi: wow
Kindaichi: did you really write this
Kunimi: is it bad?
Kindaichi: no!!
Kindaichi: it's good
Kindaichi: too good even [not me praising my own work 😕]
Kindaichi: i sense that there's a deeper meaning to this than just fiction
Kindaichi: i'm gonna guess that this is actually about
Kindaichi: your mental health?
Kunimi: yup
Kindaichi: aw baby
Kunimi: stop pitying me
Kindaichi: i'm not pitying you
Kindaichi: i'm just gald that you're expressing yourself in some way
Kunimi: gald lol
Kindaichi: ok, fine i'll change the subject
Kunimi: ??
Kindaichi: you make fun of mistakes or laugh at things you don't normally laugh when you're uncomfortable so i make intentional spelling mistakes in some of my messages to decide whether to leave it alone or not
Kunimi: oh
Kunimi: do i really?
Kindaichi: yup 👍
Kunimi: i'll keep it in mind 👍
Kindaichi: just one thing i don't really understand is
Kindaichi: what exactly is the cliff?
Kindaichi: "At first, I just went to the cliff because I wanted to learn more about it."
Kunimi: oh it's psychology/mental health
Kunimi: i don't exactly know it myself
Kunimi: but yeah
Kunimi: probably something roaming around those phrases
Kindaichi: alright 👍
Kindaichi: thank you for sharing this with me <3
Kindaichi: ik that you don't let ppl read your writing
Kunimi: it feels too personal
Kunimi: when ppl read what i write, they just assume that they are the key to learning me
Kunimi: but how could that be true
Kunimi: when even i don't fully know myself
Kunimi: human beings are too intricate to be known fully and wholly
Kindaichi: yeah
Kunimi: but you don't do that
Kunimi: no matter how much of myself i share, you always assume there's more
Kunimi: and there is
Kunimi: some of which even i don't know
Kunimi: and i love you for that
Kindaichi: i love you too <3
Kunimi: <3
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Haikyuu Text Messages pt. 2
FanfictionHi :) You might've come here from my other Haikyuu books, or you might be new here. In either case, welcome! This book contains 50 fluff chapters followed by 50 angsty chapters. I hope you enjoy!!
