I need and ending
To this story we made
So long ago
I already paid
For all the mistakes I made
You did too
We threw out every thing
And said that we mattered
That this mattered
And now it's shattered
And I can't take it anymore
Tell me if you want me
Even as a friend
Or help me give this story
A god damn end
We wrote it together
I can't finish it alone
You were my home
Then I was homeless
You were my sense
And I still feel senseless
I don't want to do this again
Lose a friend
But I cannot pretend I have one
When there is no one there
I cannot still care
If there is not one to care
For
Close that door
Or open it
It has been cracked for at least a year
And I can't hear
That part of my brain
That hopes that I will see you again
I try to shut her out
But she says
"We promised."
And we did
Then you hid
And won't respond
I want to move on
But you gotta throw me a fucking rope here
I'm tired
I have been for a while
I miss my friend
And I'd like to see him again
But if he doesn't want me
Then...
I'd like to know
So I can grow
And move past it
Even if it hurts
That's better than sitting in the dark
Listening to lecture from Aristotle on friendship
And wondering if I fucked up
And how to fix it
Or if it was you
Of if it doesn't even exist
And I'm trieng to hold onto water
It will drip
Out of my hand
Eventually
There is very little left
I'd like to accept
All of it
I just want this to me over
Pease give me something here
I want closure.
