Marriage, a Heartstopper Fan-fiction

Chapter 115 Happy tears

Charlie's perspective
I watched in awe as he walked up and down the stage, his hands were shaking and I could see him trying to stop them from doing so, he's always dug his nails into the palm of his hand in attempts to stop the shaking. Whenever he does that I always interlock his fingers with mine until they stop shaking. Last time he got a call from his dad he was pressing his nails into his palm so hard that there was bloody nail indents in his palm he said after he didn't even realize he was doing it. I hope he's not doing that now, I don't want him to be nervous when i'm around I want him to feel better when i'm around like how I feel when I see him when i'm nervous it's like there's no one around and all
I can see is him, and that's all that matters I don't care about anyone around me when it's us. The show finished up and I feel like my body is twitching, my mind is focused on one thing my Nick. He did so good and all I can think about is being in his arms that's all I
want. The time couldn't go by any slower as I waited for Nick to come out from back stage. My heart pounded as I felt the excitement run through my body twice over. My eyes locked on the tall dirty blonde man that walked out the door, his makeup and outfit corresponding perfectly just the right amount of makeup and perfect colour palette that matched Nicks sweet tender looking features. He walked a step further before I run up to him jumping up on him, he held my body up by my thighs and I laid my head on his shoulder as he held me, I didn't want this moment to fade, I didn't care if everyone was watching us and I didn't care what they thought, I only cared about what Nick thought, what was he thinking right now my impulsive thoughts couldn't help but trick me into thinking he was upset my heart started to race and I felt nervous. I took my head off his shoulder and stared at him for a moment, our eyes met but nether of us said anything. Pushing all the things my mind was telling me to ask out of the way freed up room for me to to tell him the most important thing. "You look so handsome my love" I brushed my hand against his cheek and he weakly smiled his eyes started to well up and a few small ice cold tears slipped out trickling down his cheeks. "Don't do that darling" I said as I softly and slowly wiped away the wetness from his cheeks. "Your going to ruin your makeup" I saw a a small smile appear and I kissed him well placing another kiss on his lips I mumbled just audible for him to hear "I love you more than anything and you will always be beautiful to me no matter what, ok" he mumbled mmhm before going in for the kiss. After I pulled away he put me down gently. I took a step back to get the full view "You look so good oh my lord" he smiled at me and I knew he had something to say but couldn't find the words but whatever he wanted to say I could tell was good he was happy. He went into the dressing room leaving me out in the entrance area awaiting for him to come back.

He came back looking like he normally does a t shirt on and a pair of black shorts with two white strips down the side he had long nike socks on and his vans. I can't tell what looks better on him I think he can pull off everything and I can't wait to remind him how beautiful he looks in everything everyday if that's what it will take for him to be confident in himself again. Just the sight of him, from the way he walks to the way his hands lay perfectly beside his body as he walks closer it sends shivers down my spine and butterflies to my stomach, when I see him I feel electric and no matter what anyone says no matter how long we've been together I always feel it because we have a special spark and nobody can take that from us. Nick walks up to me and takes my hand leading me out the building, we walk to the car and he's still silent but I can tell he has a million things he wants to say. I don't push him because I think a slight push will make him crumble. We get home and walk into our dark empty apartment, I switch on the lights as Nick sits down on the couch. I walk over to
the couch and side beside him so closely his arm is touching mine. I rubbed his thigh "Nick you looked amazing and i'm so proud of you I want you to realize how unbelievable proud I am of you" he looked at me and started to say "Charlie... " he couldn't finish his sentence because his breath started to hitch and the tears started pouring from his eyes not like before when it was only a few he was sobbing now I wrapped my arms around him and pulled his head into my shoulder he grabbed onto my sweater with a tight grip, like he did the day he came to my house in the pouring rain. "Nick what's wrong why are you crying" I asked as I felt my eyes well up as well, seeing him cry makes me cry even after all these years I can't help it. "I just feel relieved, I was worried you would be upset or freaked out about it and I just feel all this weight lifted off my shoulders and now i'm crying because i'm happy and feel so lucky to have you in my life" he laughed a little and I couldn't help but hug him as tight as I could. he sat up again sitting back down beside me, I patted my thigh singling him to lay down on me. he quickly accepted the request by laying his head down on my thigh I ran my fingers through his hair as I felt his every breath against my leg. I leaned down over him to kiss his forehead "You know you don't have to hide anything from me, I mean anything I will support you no matter what because I love you more than anything in the whole world " he nodded closing his eyes, taking everything in enjoying the comfort and warm safe feeling "Want me to rub your back" I asked knowing the answer already. "yea please" he said softly. Before letting him fall asleep on me I had to ask one last thing "Do you think you could paint my nails too" I asked looking at his still painted nails, he turned his head towards me smiling "It would be my pleasure love" he said happily, I rubbed his back as he fell asleep and after he did I put on a show and felt myself falling asleep too, it wasn't long before we were both asleep.

Authors Note
Ok this was adorable there's tears but there happy tears omg my heart can't take it!!!!!! I seriously missed you guys sm omg I LOVE YOU GUYS YOUR MY FAMILY MY BIG HEARTSTOPPER FAMILY THANK YOU FOR ALL THE AMAZING COMMENTS AND VOTES IT SUPPORTS THIS STORY AND MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME TRULY  SO THANK YOU 🫶🏻😍😭🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘