Marriage, a Heartstopper Fan-fiction

Chapter 120 Your Beautiful

Nicks perspective 
I gently got out of the bath and lifted Charlie out as well he is still sound asleep even when I take him out of the bath, I kiss his perfect face before slightly taping his cheeks to hopefully wake him up, he blinked his eyes open and groaned "nickkkk" I kissed him again "I know your exhausted but just try to stand up for a minuet so I can dry you off then we can go to bed" I put him down and he stood up holding my shoulder for support once he was dried off I picked him up by the waist and put him on the bathroom counter I grabbed his toothbrush and put a small amount of toothpaste on it, "babe open your mouth for a second" he did as he was asked and I started to brush his teeth quickly, I didn't want to have to wake up and kiss his alcohol tasting mouth, I've already kissed him tonight and it didn't taste good I'm not interested in round two. He spits out the toothpaste and takes a sip of water before saying "can we go to bed now" I grab his hand helping him off the counter "yes we can go to bed now" 
The next morning 
Charlies' perspective 
My ears were ringing, and I could hear my heartbeat pounding against my chest increasing the pain of my already unbearable headache, I slightly shift my head and wince in pain my head was throbbing. "You ok darling" I hear Nick say, his voice sounds groggy; like he didn't get much sleep last night, I'm not entirely sure what happened last night or when we got home or what time we got to bed or why we left Darcy's party, I just remember leaving early. Everything feels fuzzy unclear like looking through glasses when you don't need them. I opened my eyes squinting a bit trying to adjust to the bright light that is shining unbearable bright through our window. Once my eyes adjust and I look around, I feel myself nestled into Nicks arm and his hand resting against my side holding me against him tight. I can't stop wondering why we left early yesterday. It's like a record on an endless loop and it's just getting louder and more impatient. I wanted to say good morning, but I blurted out "Why did we leave Darcy's party early yesterday" instead. He looked down at me and frowned and before he could explain I knew it wasn't good judging by his facial expression. This always happens when I drink, I have too much then humiliated myself "how bad" I question he tries to hide his smile but can't and that's worse than the frown what did I do. He pulls me in tight squishing me, except it feels safe and comforting rather than painful. "You were ranting about how much you love me, then started saying mean stuff about yourself and I know the truth comes out when you're drunk and I want to talk about it because I didn't like the things you were saying" fuck now I've worried Nick and frankly I don't even know what I said to worry him, plus all my friends saw that whole scene. "Ok what did I say to make you worried" he sat up and pulled me up too grabbing me by my waist pulling me over onto his lap I felt flustered after, it's the way he touches me that makes me feel this way, he is so soft and gentle it gets me every time" "before we discuss that I want to tell you how beautiful you are and I know you may not believe me when I say that but you might if you just listen to why" I nodded my head and he continued "Char your eyes are the prettiest shades of blue your hair is always messy and that's what I like most about it, you have an absolutely perfect nose, you have the best fashion sense you actually put mine to shame. You're the perfect height just short enough for me to comfortable wrap my arm around you and give you forehead kisses, I have always been attracted to you and always will, but your personality is the shining star Charlie you light up the god dame room when you walk in you have the manners of a prince and you always forgive people no matter what they have done to hurt you, your heart is as pure gold. You make me so happy like no other, I can't imagine a world without your hugs, your kisses or your cuddles. You've supported me since day one... I wasn't ready to be out I was scared but you made me want to be out just to show you off to the world, you took a chance on me when no one else would have, Charlie you're the best thing that has ever happened to me and that's why I think your beautiful your beautiful in every single way possible even when your drunk and have throw up all over you and when you're falling asleep as I'm brushing your teeth so I can kiss you in the morning" Nicks eyes were watering  and I didn't even realize mine were too, I couldn't say anything he took my ability to speak away, I was speechless, I let myself fall forwards into his arms holding him so tight, probably squeezing the life out of him but he didn't seem to mind. "Nick' I said shyly "mmhm" he mumbled his face berried into my shoulder "you're the best thing that's ever happened to me too" we both pulled out from the hug, and he kisses me and it's that familiar electric feeling I can't seem to get enough of. 

I then cover my face with my hands hiding my face that is now as red as a tomato I'm sure. I laugh at myself and how stupid I must have looked yesterday "How bad was it really" he hesitates then gives into his laughter "pretty bad" I hit him playfully "you were supposed to lie to make me feel better" he smirked "well Weres the fun in that and seeing you all embarrassed is cute" I hit him again "shut up, this is your fault" "really how so" he asks dramatically "you shouldn't have let me drink its your job to keep me from embarrassing myself" he laughed "and risk getting a lecture by you on how I'm not your parent no thank you" I pressed my palm against my forehead "I really am impossible aren't I"  I flopped down on the bed "you really are" he says before leaning over me and kissing me again. He flops down beside me and I turn my head to face him so were looking directly at each other "was it as bad as our first party together" his face goes red and he covers it with his hands like I previously did, "oh god don't remind me of that and no definitely not that was horrifying, even thinking back to it I'm so embarrassed" I move his hands gently away from his face and place my hand on his cheek "I think it's cute" he dramatically responds "I'm happy you think that" 

Authors Note 
Tomorrows Chapter will be a flash back to the party they were talking about more details about the timeline an stuff will be posted tomorrow along with the flashback can you guess what happens at this party and its not Harry's birthday btw it will be my own party I come up with. K love you all and thanks for reading, commenting or voting I love you forever stay safe and get some sleep