For a time, I would taste happiness, I would FEEL.... but it was all an illusion and then only furthering my belief that love was fleeting and never meant for an alien such as me....
Ok, Breathe Mars.... Breathe.... you want this.... you NEED this.... you love him, you love him.... Ozzy once again, surprises me. I---
"Mick? All right there?" Ozzy sounds worried and it seems.... I look around and realize we are in what I assume to be his room and I don't remember it happening. All I do KNOW, is that he never once took his eyes from mine, gently he sets me on my feet and has yet to let go of me.
"Y-You, surprise me.... not......not that, that's a bad thing....and um.... it's b-been s-so long since I..." I ramble and trail off at the end, once again feeling the welling of tears and AGAIN a gentle touch to my face, a hand.... that is so warm.
"I surprise a lot of people..." Ozzy's look grows distant a moment before his expression changes back to the way he looked at me in the rain. "And I hear you, I promise.... i promise I'll take care of you, be gentle." He was, he was gentle.... passionate, made me FEEL and only fall deeper in love with him, I told him I loved him that night.... he never said it back but looking back now I felt it.... then again, the harder they fall or so they say.... with what was inevitably coming.
"I—I...ok." I exhale raggedly, and he leans in and kisses me SENSLESS, my eyes sliding shut.... closed in pleasure and I moan, making sounds I swear I've never made before as I feel those hands, oh those hands exploring gently kneading my sides, before feeling them settle on the waist band of my pants, I jerk slightly but nod. "Please...." I beg/moan. As his touches and then mine become feverish, desperate to fall together....as our clothes suddenly go flying, I feel kisses placed everywhere, my fingers tangle in his hair and pull, and a deep groaning sound comes out of him and next thing I know is I feel him, lay me down....amazingly being mindful of my back, before I feeling bold snake my hands downward towards his member before slowly wrapping my hand around it, Ozzy shakes and bucks into my hands.
"Fuck...Mick...." Hissing it out in pleasure, I smirk and start my pace increasing it before abruptly he stops me grabbing my hand. "I wanna taste you love...." With strong hands and arms, I find myself in another position, on my side, as he explores my body, mapping it out kissing everywhere, me practically a puddle as with out warning i find myself on my back again, my member painfully erect and Ozzy takes me in his mouth, and I fucking forget to breathe....
"Oz.... OZ." as my hands tangle in his hair, me writhing in pleasure....letting myself go, as I jump slightly, as I feel him take a finger with his other hand, probing my entrance at the same time, and I find myself wanting more, and the coil ever building before finally I explode, coming with a loud cry, desperate to catch my breath, desperate for more, as Ozzy licks me clean and is still prepping my entrance, gradually adding more fingers....once again, making me HOT.
After a seeming eternity, it seems Ozzy has prepped me enough....
"You're fucking BEAUTIFUL."
"So are you.... I-I love you." I whisper, as I then find myself straddling Ozzy, in position to ride him and slowly, agonizingly slowly I sink down on his length, holding back tears at the burning as finally I fully take him in, and I feel gentle hands reach up and caress my face.
"You look BEAUTIFUL. A-are you o-ok?"
"I'm o-ok..." I pant waiting a moment to adjust to his size and then once again I fucking quit breathing as he takes me by surprise to where effectively I am 'sitting' in his lap and the angle...oh the angle...., "FUCK!!! F-Feels......g—good." I stammer, panting.... Ozzy smirks I can feel it against my neck, as I arch against him, the FEEL of him is enough.... more than enough to mask my back pain and I only want MORE. "O-Ozz.... HARDER!!" My voice was a mixture of a growl and turned on beyond belief.
Ozzy happily obliges me, pounding into me...taking me apart piece by piece, as I bounce in his lap, pulling his hair, kissing wherever I can reach.... the coil, ever building.... this goes on for quite some time.... nearly there....
"L-Look...at me." Ozzy stills for the briefest of moments, before slowing his pace.... leaning in to whisper hotly in my ear, snaking his hand down to my length. "LET GO."
And that fucking does it, as I roar out my completion.... screaming broken syllables of Ozzy's name, covering him as he at the same time fills me, my head dropping back and down to his shoulder, as he releases in me for a seeming eternity.... coming with a scream.
My hair is plastered to me, the sheen of sweat....the odor of our coupling, that musky scent....Ozzy's distinct scent of citrus and spice....me trying to catch my breath and the pain in my back for now is dulled....after a few minutes Ozzy pulls out, me groaning...he does so rather reluctantly.....and to my shock, my great surprise he begins to clean me and then himself before he then pulls me to him, holding me in his arms.
"T-That...was.... was..." I am unable to find the words, at what it means to me....to express myself, and it hits me that I told him I loved him, and I can't remember the last time, if I ever said that to ANYONE. I felt.... wonderful...I FELT. And I find tears falling, me unable to stop. A gentle hand to my face and Ozzy's concerned but wrecked voice.
"Did I hurt you? God...I should have...your back." He rambles.
I place a finger against his lips, "You numbed the pain.... Oz, it.... was amazing.... wonderful. You were...I mean.... I felt again.... maybe for the first time." I whisper the last part.
"You were out of this world." Ozzy remarks, removing my finger from his lips, kissing the digit before taking it in his mouth, and I feel myself slowly, getting turned on again.
"Mmm..." I moan. "Oz...."
"Tell me what you want my darling alien...." He whispers, beginning to place kisses along my neck.
I exhale raggedly, "YOU."
"Have me you SHALL." Ozzy's need a hot brand against me, as he takes my mouth in a searing kiss.... once was NOT enough....and here we go again......
I remember every moment like it was yesterday, the high...the sheer feeling, the feeling of completion, of BELONGING, feeling desired......but then in the night after our second love making session....i laid there and cried, managing not to wake Ozzy...because it felt like if I went to sleep I'd lose everything....and then came the unwanted thoughts, the thought that he didn't say he loved me back, left me questioning....just exactly where I stood....especially when I woke up the following morning, to find Ozzy gone....my bags and toiletries gathered and a note......I will go ahead and tell you, he wanted to see me again....the rest will come later....oh fine, one last thing...as I have said, this would be the night I'd conceive our first child though I wouldn't know that for a while and things a month from this night would really go to hell.
A/N: A night of passion, Mick telling Ozzy he loved him, and this night will lead to Mick conceiving their first child.... but before that, two chapters: 11 & 12 where maybe things might not still feel totally right, but they are the so-called calm before everything goes up in smoke and comes crashing down.

YOU ARE READING
Shot in the Dark: A Mick Mars X Ozzy Osbourne Story
RomanceSummary: .... Summer 1983, Mӧtley Crϋe fresh off being thrown off a tour with rock Giants Kiss are thrown into the fire, headlong into another tour...a tour with the Oz man himself: The infamous Prince of Darkness: Ozzy Osbourne, a tour that will ro...