Shot in the Dark: A Mick Mars X Ozzy Osbourne Story

Chapter 31: The Demon, His mate, The Alien, and the Prince of Darkness

A week has passed, since my...mood swing meltdown, the recording incident or whatever the hell you wanna call it. I started having nightmares again, I tried SO hard not to tell Ozzy, but he knew, he KNOWS. But I insisted or trying to record...Allen has intervened saying Nikki and I BOTH need to calm down, it's not just about us anymore. And I have felt TERRIBLE about all of it, I've hardly talked to poor Ozzy and currently it's the middle of the night, Ozzy asleep beside me...I've just had a nightmare, and it occurs to me I am reverting at least some...slipping as it were to how I was before Ozzy, and I worked things out before I opened my heart again.

The tears slip out before I can help it and despite my best efforts to not make noise my tears alert Ozzy, who takes one look at me...worried but automatically wraps his arms around me as best he can while I cry, and he speaks....

"Mick, just let it all out.... i am worried about you Firefly, I know you're having nightmares again and that fucking kills me, you're not terrible for wanting to do what you love. Don't bottle things up my love, you never have to do that again....and.... i had an idea."

"I just...feel so out of control...I haven't wanted you to worry, but you are anyway. I'm slipping back to how I was before I gave you a second chance, and...and...I'm SCARED." I whisper before adding on, "Oh...what was your idea?" I manage to get out, look down until I feel a gentle hand on my face, and one on my swollen stomach and I feel the baby's movements.

"I know you feel scared, I am too...of losing you and our Angel all over again. And I hear you Mick, I promise you in my life things will turn out ok. You'll make it, so will our angel. And as for my idea? Well, I thought of inviting Sixx and Simmons over for dinner....so the four of us, well if Sixx is feeling well enough and you are too. I thought it may cheer you up, I know you and Nikki are family and care for one another."

It takes me a moment to find my voice, "Y-You'd really do that for me? Oh Oz!"

"I'd do ANYTHING for you." Gently he kisses me, taking his time and as I am still very much exhausted, he helps me layback and calm the baby and i feel myself once more giving into sleep but before I do, I hear, "I love you." And know no more....

I find myself waking up to movement lots of movement....and look down at my stomach which is moving all over the place it seems, I rub it gently...fondly.

"Really Angel? This is how you wake me up? no letting mommy sleep in huh?"

"Actually, SHE did." I jerk my head up to see Ozzy standing in our doorway. "It's afternoon firefly, I didn't have the heart to wake you.... Nikki and Gene will be here soon." Ozzy says once at my side, greeting me with a kiss and kissing my stomach telling our Angel to go easy on me and his voice is like magic as the baby calms.

More kisses are traded. Angel gets more affection, and I am helped of bed...cleaned and dressed and I find myself, propped up on the couch sinking into the 1001 pillows, feet propped up and promptly declare I would LOVE a snack, Raspberries, and pretzels....so I get Raspberry's and Pretzels, and all the while Ozzy stares at me making me blush under his gaze. I swallow a few raspberries and ask, "Why are you staring at me like that?"

"Because you are so fucking beautiful my Queen of Darkness.... i swear I ave' to pinch myself to make sure this is all real." Ozzy answers me honestly, touching me. A few minutes later, Gene and a heavily pregnant Nikki Sixx arrive, Gene fussing over Nikki as he gets him settled by me on the couch, sitting by Nikki as Ozzy sits next to me both as close to us as they can get.

"So, Mick heard you needed cheering up.... least I could do." Nikki says side eyeing me; I can tell he's worried.

"Yeah, I did...." I start slowly, trying to hold back tears. "You've done a lot for me Nikki, you lived with me, and our friendship really grew. "And I am really fucking hungry!" My stomach growls and of course Angel moves all over, excited at said prospect.

"I'll help Ozzy....and Mick? I am SO sorry I've never thanked you for trying to make me see, you gave me good advice and just thank you, you really ended up saving me." I stared at Gene in shock for a moment.

"Wow Thank you.... you really make Nikki happy. You complement each other well and I take back what I said about Kiss." I smirk.

"I KNEW you liked us...ME and OUR music." Gene quips smirking. We all chat a minute longer, and Nikki and I both must piss and are then settled back on the couch after, with our feet propped up.

Ozzy kisses me softly, "Let me know if you need anything firefly. I love you."

"I love you too Oz and I will." I answer him back in the same tone.

Then its just Nikki and I....

"Ozzy told me you were having nightmares again. "I sigh, at Nikki's words and I know he notices my crestfallen look for he apologizes. "I am sorry, Mick...to upset you. But I do know how you feel, it may not seem like it will help in the moment to talk about, but maybe it would help you some."

"Nikki, its...just, I told Ozzy last night that I feel like I am slipping back to how I was before he and I got 'together-together' and....and I've hardly talked to him here lately, he's been so fucking sweet...and...and I am just hurting again. Nikki, I keep dreaming that something goes wrong, that I am gonna die...I don't want to die now.... not when I have so much to LIVE FOR." Tears slipped down my cheeks, my voice choked from crying.

"Mick you're the strongest person I know, you can do this... you can." Nikki strokes his stomach thoughtfully, fondly.

"Thanks kid."

"Anytime Man.... i have already apologized in advance for if I threaten to kill Gene during labor, the cursing being worse than normal. Ya knows I wanna have all my...pardon the expression basses covered."

"You just HAD to go there, didn't you?" I quip, I swear even Angel is amused.

"I am a bassist, marrying a bassist so you bet your ass I am going there." And Nikki and I both burst into laughter, and I feel SO much better....

Dinner with the Demon and his mate was just what I needed, laughter.... Ozzy and Gene telling a spellbound audience I.e., Nikki and I, stories.... the food was a bonus, dessert was involved of COURSE since Gene Simmons is the worlds most notorious sugar fiend and before I know it, its Ozzy and I upstairs in our bedroom cuddling and kissing....

"Ozzy our double date tonight, really DID help me feel better. It meant a lot, and we all have a lot more in common than I thought, Gene and I.... he's...well I feel like a friend now."

"I am so glad to hear that Mick...." Ozzy trails off suddenly nervous. "I.... was wondering...if I could make love to you."

I blink stunned and touched both...that he's asking me.

"Ozzy, I'd love that.... but.... i mean...pregnant...will you enjoy it?"

A passionate kiss and he whispers against my lips, "YES because its with YOU firefly...." A searing kiss, kisses trailed up and down my neck and I pulled at his hair, he groans and its like music to me and before I know it I am bare before him, as he is before me. He preps me, taking his time...keeping my lips busy, kissing everywhere....me panting and NEEDING him. Sweet and fire...being mindful of the baby as slowly I sink down on his length and HISS IN pleasure, riding him....my head thrown back, Citrus and Spice.... musk fills the air, and the dance of lovers begins.

Skin on skin, bodies covered in sweat, chasing that sweet, sweet completion and I LET GO...Ozzy is holding nothing back and neither am I. and then after the sweetest of enteritis the coil burst and with a loud roar, Ozzy fills me....as I fucking paint our bed in my completion screaming syllables of his name. After a few minutes, he reluctantly withdraws and cleans my mess, our mess as best he can, and gently he kisses me and our hands both caress my swollen stomach.

"You were out of this world firefly." Ozzy whispers. "I love you."

"You weren't so bad yourself." I tease before yawning.

"Sleep Mick, I'm here and I'll watch over you and Angel."

"Ozzy? Can you sing that song for me?" I ask.

"Of course, my love." Gently he kisses me once more before singing me to sleep with 'Mama I'm Coming Home'.

A/N: I hope you enjoyed this chapter, a little bit of everything. And the next chapter will be the first of two parts and the arrival of Nikki and Gene's twins, told from Nikki and Gene's POV's. stay tuned!