Shot in the Dark: A Mick Mars X Ozzy Osbourne Story

Chapter 68: My Awakening

The time I spent asleep.... a living death......time no longer existed....and I could not tell reality from dream. Really, they were one in the same. At times, I SWEAR I could hear the voices of those so dear to me....my Ozzy's chief among them. And our children.... Angel and Michelle. I 'SAW' everything....my whole life in flashes.... the pain.... the ex's.... Ozzy and i....our love story.... a shot in the dark tale. I didn't know while I slept.... well, I should say I wasn't aware especially of the fact that, I wouldn't even have been in a coma....i would have been DEAD if it weren't for the adrenaline, and the most shocking thing of all? The fact that I had NO clue, my whole pregnancy I carried four...not 3.

My awakening....i can NEVER forget what came with that....me being reunited with Ozzy, the emotional trauma...being reunited with my children and the fact that I found out is that it was a month today from the birth that I woke up and then had to heal in all ways....it wasn't easy to say the least. This has been said a lot thru out this tale but grab those fucking tissues you will NEED them.

Why does EVERYTHING hurt? Why do I feel so heavy? Beeping noises........i don't know what's happened....i get the feeling they are talking about me.... WHO is beside me? I know this person....

Suddenly....it's as if I am being struck repeatedly by lightening....as I am now managing to focus on somethings.... Citrus & Spice.......Citrus and Spice....WARMTH.... a voice pleading...begging.... for me to wake up.... telling me they love me.... that our children.... are doing well.... our CHILDREN?!!!! Wait....wait...the babies....my babies.... Angel...Michelle....the triplets.... the god....

Shouts of alarm, that familiar voice telling people to bugger off....and I calm.... focusing more now....i am TRYING desperately to open my eyes....to fucking respond...

"MICK.... please.... darling.... please don't.... don't leave me.... please.... calm down, ok? I-I know...I know it hurts.... you're not fully aware....shh, I am here....always.....I...I....need you to calm....to wake darling....i miss you...I love you."

Ozzy....its...OZZY....my husband....last thing I remember.....a long sustained beep.....him...I thought of HIM and our children.....

I groan.....desperately trying to open my eyes, its hard....but I manage.....things are blurry as fuck...

"Mick?!!...." Tears, Ozzy is crying....NO.... I groan more, trying to form words. "Shh.... s-slowly...please.... don't let me be d-dreaming......"

I open my eyes after an eternity....to find Ozzy by my bedside.... looking like he's been thru the ringer.... I get the sinking feeling he's been thru hell.... because of ME....

"OZ...." My voice a little above a whisper and gravelly. I cough and it hurts....i shut my eyes....as I feel without warning the tears come, and ice cold water....coating my throat....i drink greedily. And then I naturally freak out my words coming out in a rush. "WHAT h-happened.... Ozzy...I am SO sorry....so fucking sorry!!! I did.... this....to you...and the babies?!! Where are my babies!!!.... please.... please...I...."

"Mr....." A nurse.

"FUCK OFF...sorry...truly.... TRUST ME...." Ozzy snaps. "Sorry...." He mutters tearfully before turning back to me. "I've got him.... Mick? BREATHE firefly...breathe.... I've m-missed y-you so much....so much.... its f-feels like a lifetime, but my love BREATHE. I am here.... I've blamed myself for this so much.... you did this anyway....and the babies are doing wonderfully Mick...so wonderfully." Ozzy breaks down, as we cling to each other....my mind STILL trying to process everything....and I get a feeling...there is something ELSE....its not a good feeling I tell you now. "I never...meant to hurt you so.... i...I am happy...you've no idea that you are ALIVE...BUT...I..."