Unholy (Rain x Reader)

Need You Here

   I checked my phone as I woke up and saw it was past lunch time. I guess last night really made me exhausted. I took off my sweatshirt and threw it at the end of my bed because it was really hot in my room and I don't think anyone is going to be coming in so soon to talk to me. It was Christmas Day so there were not chores for me to do because it was an off day for everyone in the church.

   As I laid in my bed thinking about the events that happened the night prior. I lifted my arms in the air to get a good look at them. I saw the bite mark on my lower left arm. It was all purple and greenish from the bruising and there were indentations that had begun to scab over. I wiped my hand along it and let out a hiss of pain as tears welled in my eyes. I quickly blinked them away as I heard loud thumping that sounded like someone was running. I panic we when I heard someone violently knock on my door.

"My love please let me in!" I recognized the voice as Rain's. It had panic in it. I quickly threw on the black hoodie that was on my bed so he couldn't see my arms. I didn't want to stress him out because it wasn't his fault and the scratches were made by me. I opened the door to have Rain come in and just tackle me into a hug. He began to sniffle. "I- I woke up a couple minutes ago and I saw I had your blood on my hand.. and I —!" He paused to sniffle in between words and he put his hand under his mask to wipe the tears that were falling from his eyes. "I could taste your blood in my mouth! I- I just. I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you! I didn't mean to hurt you." He cried into the crook of my neck and whispered the last part. I hugged him back rubbing circles on his back with my thumb. It hurt hearing him in so much pain.

I pulled back but took his hand to lead him towards my bed so we could sit more comfortably. He was shaking and hysterical as he panicked looking at me. He sat on the bed and I stood in front of him not on the bed.

"I'm so sorry I didn't mean to— and I know that's not and excuse but this is all my fault—!" He rambled out apologetically still looking hat his hand not even looking at me. It was clear he washed it but there was still some blood left in the cracks and groves of his hand. He kept on rambling and rambling and it began to hurt my head. I began tearing up at the pain In my head but I know this was only going to make it worse but I couldn't help myself. I'm not blaming him entirely I did lose a lot of blood and I hadn't drank any water either. I was having enough I couldn't even hear what he was saying at this point but I know I can't let him think that this is all his fault.

"Stop!" I tried to yell out but it was more of a whisper yell. He still heard it however. He looked up at me and stopped talking. I then tried to speak again but no noise came out.

Darling please! The tears began falling more frequently now as I saw the look on his face. This isn't your fault I shouldn't of been down there anyway it's my fault. You didn't cause me to bleed it was me.I hid in a closet down there because there was a ghoul after me, I don't know who. So I ran to a closet to hide in. I was getting stressed so I used my left hand to claw at my right arm and I thought that the ghoul ran off but you were there and when I opened the door you just happened to be there and grab my arm. I lied to him. I couldn't let him know the truth it would destroy him.

He looked at me for a second not saying anything then his face twisted in confusion.

"Why could I taste your blood then?" He asked clearly skeptical and hurt by the story I had told him.

I don't know. I shrugged hoping he would believe me.

"Show me your arms." He whispered looking down. I hesitated. "Love please show me both of your arms." His voice was desperate and barely a growl. I was honestly more scared of Rain right now then I was last night because this time I knew this was actually Rain. I began to pull my right sleeve up to show my scratched up arm. "The other one now love." His voice was more soft this time but was still kinda threatening. I let out a gulp and slowly began to pull my left sleeve up. I looked at my arm and the bite mark again and I could've swore it looks worse now that Rain was here. He let out another sniffle. "Why?" He paused with a shake then put his hand back to his face to wipe the tears that were falling again. "Why did you lie to me-?"

I didn't want to hurt you. I interrupted began to cry looking at the water ghoul in front of me.

"Love I-." He was stuttering again. "Love I hurt you." He looked with pain and his voice breaking at me. "I'm so sorry."

Darling please I don't blame you. It's not your-.

"It is my fault!" He yelled at me moving his hands dramatically as he spoke. "I hurt you!" He continued to yell. "I hurt you." He whispered looking down. I grabbed his head gently to make him look back at me but as I did he began to stand up and pushed my hand away. He made it to the door and looked back at me before sighing. "The gift exchange is at six by the way." And with that he opened the door and left.

   I looked at the door as he left and began to cry.

   This will pass. I thought to myself as I kept crying and wiping the tears away as I tasted the salt from them in my mouth.

  After about half an hour Swiss came barging in and didn't even bother knocking. He saw me crying on my bed and his face softened.

   "Rain told me what happened." He said as he walked over to me putting his hand on my shoulder and crouched down so he was at eye level at me. "I understand why you did what you did." His voice was soft as he spoke to me. I began shaking as I grabbed my phone to talk to him in my notes app. I was struggling to write it down because the tears kept falling and hitting random letters on the keyboard.

   I didn't want to hurt him. It's not his fault. Was what I wrote down for Swiss. He read it then looked back at me.

   "You really are something (Y/n)." He smiled at me wiping tears with his thumb.

   "I love him." I spoke clearly looking at the multi ghoul in front of me. Swiss's eyes went wide as he looked at me through the mask.

   He let out a small breathy chuckle. "You know Rain always talks about all the times you speak. That one time you said his name he talk about it for the whole week. He was so happy when you said it. I felt a hint of jealousy that you talked to him first-." He chuckled mid sentence. "I know I've told you this a million times before but he truly loves you too." He calmly spoke as he squeezed my shoulder and stood up. "I'll see our favorite human later right?" He asked and I smiled at him. "Good, I'll see you later." He smiled as he walked out the door.

  Word count 1376
Hella sick so two chapters in one night