Chapter 36

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I didn't know what to do inside his room. Ang boring, wala akong magawa.

Lalo pa at nagtagal ito sa labas.

I walked around inside his room. Kaya siguro ganito ang design. Now I know why the vibes feel like in the movies na royalty. He really is a part of it.

Hindi ako makapaniwala.

The Gage I knew before is already part of the royalty? That Gage? Is he really? I can't believe it. Hindi ko alam kung wala ba iyon sa aura niya o talagang hindi ko naisip na isa nga siyang prinsipe. Like... how would I think of that, right?

When I met him, he was such a  nonentity. He was no one! I never knew he is someone big.

Hindi ako makapaniwala talaga. Iyong nakasama ko noon, isa pa lang prinsipe. Kaya siguro halata sa kanya ang parang walang alam sa mga bagay bagay gaya ng gawaing bahay. Paniguradong pinagsisilbihan ito.

But I'm confused as to how he ended up in the Philippines.

He's from Sweden!

Paano siya napunta sa Pilipinas? Is it really true that he's here to...

Napapikit ako ng mariin ng maisip na naman ang tungkol sa bagay na iyon. Isa rin bakit hindi ko matanggap na itinuturing niyang for experience lang ang nangyari sa 'min dahil may nabuo. Hindi man nabigyang buhay pero meron.

It's depressing to think.

I sighed. Hinawakan ko iyong maliit nitong litrato na nasa bedside table niya. Pinagmasdan ko iyon.

I'm curious. If our child indeed had a chance to be born, will she look like him? Or me? Or maybe a mix?What would she look like? I'm pretty sure she's gonna be pretty. So pretty...

Mapait akong napangiti.

Nananakit na naman ang puso ko. Whatever these things are that's happening with Gage, it won't change the fact that we lost an unborn child. Mabawi man at malaman na mali ang lahat ng mga nangyari at nalaman noon ay hindi non mababago na ang pangyayaring iyon ay ang naging dahilan bakit kami nawalan.

I sighed.

Bibitawan ko na sana muli iyong picture niya ng bumukas ang pinto.

Our eyes met. Napataas ang dalawang kilay nito ng makita na hawak hawak ko ang litrato niya. I immediately put it back and stood up.

"What did they say?" Agad kong tanong para mabago ang atensyon niya.

He looked away, "They don't want to clear things out."

Napahinga ako ng malalim, "Edi tayo ang gumawa ng paraan."

"I can't do anything against them, Cha..." Kalmado nitong sabi.

"You're old enough to do things on your own, Gage." Naiirita na naman ako!

"No one's too old if there are rules to follow." He sighed, "I'm sorry for bringing you into this." He looked into my eyes.

I saw how apologetic and genuine he is. I looked away.

"I brought this to myself. I shouldn't have kissed you..." nakatiim bagang kong sabi.

Napabuntong hininga ako ng matahimik kami. Ramdam ko pa ang titig niya sa 'kin habang ako ay hindi makatingin.

Kasalanan ko naman talaga bakit kami napunta sa ganitong sitwasyon. I was the root cause of it.

Gusto kong makawala dito pero alam kong magiguilty ako kung... kung lilinawin ko ito at iiwan sila sa issue na ito. I brought them a problem tapos iiwan ko pa.

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