He sees someone who's been hurt and broken.
Left with scars, bruises, and marks from the pain in my soul
It makes him cry because of his inability to change the past.
He whispers 'I'm sorry I wasn't around sooner, but I'm here now,'
And his promises will never be broken.. and he will not leave...
He tells me that things will get better...
And where I see all the things I hate about my body, and the way I think;
He sees beauty and a way of thinking that can't be changed.
So you wanna know what he sees when he looks at me?
He sees a beautiful soul.. a woman who's been through so much,
A playful soul of a child that didn't get the childhood she deserved,
And that I can have those things; even being all grown up.
He sees me for who I really am,
So all of the things I do are simply just a bonus to him.
He loves the girl he met that day, and the girl he'll continue to see for the rest of his lifetime, and even after.
He's been hurt too... his trust was abused too,
So he knows that trust is hard, but he broke down his walls for me...
He walked out calmly; ready to let me in, and let me be able to break.
Now both of us are scared for one reason or another,
We promised each other to never leave one another.
Again he's sorry he doesn't say it enough, but he loves me; And he always will..
The way I am now, is exactly how he'll accept me.. and me alone.
Even with my never-ending self-doubts,
He'll provide just as much reassurance, so I'll always know that
He'll be here whenever I need; either one text away, or by my side...
He gave me his heart, and he gave me his soul.
He's not going to leave me or be mad at me
'So, please.. be by my side til the end of time' he asked me.. 'Because the love I have for you won't ever die or fade away.. it only grows.'
YOU ARE READING
The Hidden Darkness
PoetryI honestly don't know what to put here.. I decided to write a book, and so I wrote these poems. I know that they aren't very good, but at least I tried.. right?? 😅😅😅
