I'm tired... I'm so tired of being the one that's not allowed to break!!
I'm tired of keeping EVERYTHING inside to the point I wanna die!!
I just wanna let all of this go.. cus I'm tired of feeling fake!!
Fake a smile.. fake a laugh.. 'don't worry, I'm fine..'
BUT IT'S A FUCKING LIE!!
Bad day? Keep it in.. don't let them know.
Got hurt? Fake it.. fake being okay; so they'll never know.
Everyone, you know is going through something? Listen to all of their problems...
Be there for them! Don't forget to smile big.. 😁😁
Feel like you're about to break? Too bad! You're not allowed to cry!!
Keep it all in. Push it all down. Lock it all away. Don't say anything. Don't cry, because you're not allowed to break!
I CAN'T TAKE IT!!
I wish I was numb... I don't want to feel like this!!
If I didn't feel anything, maybe I'd be able to fall...
Maybe.. just maybe, I could honestly break...
I've been keeping everything in for so long...
I just wanna a break... let everything out...
But I can't.. not supposed to.. not allowed to...
. . b r e a k d o w n . .
YOU ARE READING
The Hidden Darkness
ПоэзияI honestly don't know what to put here.. I decided to write a book, and so I wrote these poems. I know that they aren't very good, but at least I tried.. right?? 😅😅😅
