Why do I feel the pain from my past?
Why do you just sit there,
And stare without a care?
Why don't you see?
Can't you see how much you hurt me?
Thanks to you all I can see
Are the scars that you gave me.
And thanks to the fear,
The fear that you gave me,
I can't breathe whenever we meet.
Why do I still cry at night?
Why do I feel that I should hide,
Hide who I really am on the inside?
I've tried to make things right,
But it feels like no one is on my side!
I've tried and tried,
But I still feel like I'm losing my mind!!
THIS ISN'T RIGHT!!!
I don't know what you want me to be,
But I'm not your machine!
I am a human being,
And I still do have feelings...
At least,
I think I do...
It's hard to tell,
When it feels like there's a demon,
A demon inside of me,
Right where my heart should be.
All I hear is it screaming,
Yelling at me!
Everyone says I should ignore it
And follow my dreams,
But with a demon in me,
I can't dream.
I feel like I can't see,
Can't breathe...
I just want to scream,
To scream until I can't anymore!
WHY?
Why can't I have one night,
Just one night of peace to dream!
You know what?
Nevermind.
I just remembered...
All of my dreams died at age 5.
I remember because,
That's when the darkness took over.
So...
Goodbye, my (not so), dear father.
Sincerely,
Your Unloved Daughter
YOU ARE READING
The Hidden Darkness
PoetryI honestly don't know what to put here.. I decided to write a book, and so I wrote these poems. I know that they aren't very good, but at least I tried.. right?? 😅😅😅
