Letting Go

Sixty-two

Tumingin ako sa wristwatch na suot ko, it's twelve o'clock in the morning. Kanina pa silang lahat na nakauwi. Hindi ko alam na nasa kanya ang Diary ko. Kaya hanggang ngayon, gulat na gulat ako. Nanginginig kong binuksan 'yon, with few handwritten messages in few pages, nakita ko ang sulat nya. Binasa ko 'yon lahat, I smiled.

July 29, 2014

Autumn, forgive me for this tumbled handwriting. But I know you loved handwritten messages ever since.

I want you to remember everything that happened. I want you to go back to the past and remember how we met again, how I wandered on your path. How I gave you pain, how I started to prove everything. I want to stay here in this world longer, but time goes fast.

Thank you for giving me a paradise on earth. Thank you for bringing the heaven in this world. Thank you, Autumn. And this, I will forever remember.

Thank you for loving me even if the best thing you can do is to push me away from hurting you. I'm really sorry. I'm so sorry that it has to be you that I hurt, but I'm thankful that it has to be you that I loved, and I love. Life taught me that hurting is a matter of choice, but true love isn't.

I want to put flowers on your doorstep everyday, bring you coffee for everyday, and write messages as much as I can. But I want to ask forgiveness, everyday my head hurts so much. Everyday my vision starts to blur. Everyday I become weaker. I can't promise to stay any longer here, but I can promise to wait forever, even in heaven. I'll wait for you. I love you so much.

Please meet me tomorrow on our Camelot. If you would give me the chance to be with you till the dawn.

-Chill

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A/N: Baka mamaya o bukas ko na i-ppublish yung epilogue. Naiiyak ako. Huhuhu! Yep, epilogue na po yung next. Ayoko na. Huhuhu. Salamat sa nagbabasa, pero sana kahit bago matapos 'to may mag-comment man lang. Suggestions please? Kaka-pressure gumawa ng epilogue though my plot nako. WAHHHH. Thank you sa pagbabasa, kahit 'di ko alam kung ako lang talaga ba yung nagbabasa. Hahaha! Salamat. :') Naiiyak ako. Ajujuju! Thank you guys! I'll make more stories after neto. :)

P.S. Pardon kung ang ikli, sorry kung 'di ko nalang pinagsama. Ayoko talaga. Hahaha! Thank you ulit! Byeeeee! :)