misery || b.e

lanie?

"you seem off." finneas commented after a while of recording music with billie. "is everything okay?"

billie let out a long sigh as she fiddled with her rings. "yeah just..stuff with y/n."

finneas raised an eyebrow as he waited for his sister to give him more information. but when he realized she wasn't going to say anything else, he decided to ask questions. "is this about her not coming here for your birthday?"

"well yeah but also other stuff." billie mumbled which made finneas look at her curiously.

billie sighed softly before elaborating. "she called me late last night. long story short, we argued for a bit and it ended with her calling me dramatic for being mad that she lied about coming here."

finneas furrowed his eyebrows. "what? that doesn't sound like y/n."

billie nodded slowly. "i know. but that's what happened. she's been such an ass lately, i really don't know what to do. she also texted me early this morning and i just ended up blocking her."

finneas opened his mouth to say something but was cut off by the sound of billie's phone ringing. reading the caller id, billie shrugged before answering.

"hey josh."

"billie it's me, y/n. i know you don't want to talk to me-" y/n began, only to be cut off.

"damn right i don't." billie rolled her eyes before hanging up. talking to y/n was the last thing she wanted to do right now.

finneas looked at her with his eyebrows furrowed. "she pissed you off that bad?"

billie nodded slowly before sighing. "whatever. enough y/n talk. let's just get back to recording."

"we're done." finneas shrugged to which billie's face lit up.

"wait what?"

"yeah i just need to do some production work and we're good to go." finneas grinned and billie clapped proudly. she was doing good progress with this album.

while finneas began doing whatever he had to, billie decided to write something. just whatever came to mind.

but y/n was the only thing that she could think of. not in the usual 'i'm in love' type of way though. this time it was more of a 'fuck you' type.

so she wrote about that.

you weren't even there that day,
i was waiting on you.
i wonder if you were aware that day
was the last straw for me and i know.

billie scoffed at the next memory that flashed through her head. the day y/n had started filming, billie had sent her flowers to wish her luck. but y/n had just completely ignored it. she hadn't even bothered to address it during the call they had later that night.

i sent you flowers,
did you even care?
you ran the shower
and left them by the stairs.

she rolled her eyes at how shitty y/n was being over the past few days. she really needed to get her shit together immediately or billie would just end up leaving her ass.

thought you had your shit together
but damn, i was wrong.
you ain't nothin' but a lost cause,
and this ain't nothin' like it once was.

"what are you writing?" finneas asked out of nowhere as billie looked up at him and handed him the notebook.

finneas raised his eyebrow as he read, an unreadable expression on his face as billie waited for his remarks.