misery || b.e

love of my life

y/n let out a shaky breath as she placed the singer down, getting a good look at her face as she let her hands cup her cheeks while wiping away her tears.

"you're the prettiest girl i've ever seen." y/n whispered as she leant in slowly, warmth blossoming in her chest as she let their lips brush. the smell of billie's perfume - the soft, vanilla scent was driving her crazy. butterflies in her stomach were soon replaced by warmth as she pressed her lips against billie's impossibly soft ones for their first kiss in a long time.

kissing billie was just about y/n's favourite thing to do. the girl's lips were soft and pillowy against her own and as y/n pulled billie in by her waist she could feel the soft tickle of her own breath beneath her nose.

billie's arms snaked around y/n's neck as she bent slightly backwards such that her hips were closer to y/n's, moaning softly at the friction caused due to the action.

y/n tightened her hold on billie's waist as she tilted her head to the side, kissing her with slightly more force and passion which only made the singer moan again.

slowly pulling away, y/n's hands went up to cup billie's cheeks again as their foreheads rested against each other, both of them catching their breaths as they smiled lovingly at each other.

"i love you so much." y/n admitted as she stroked billie's soft cheek, earning a blush from the green-haired girl.

"i love you so much more." billie responded, y/n's reacting with her most appealing smile.

"where's your room baby? we should get you settled there." y/n said as she stood up straight, gesturing to the suitcase and the bag on the floor.

"somewhere down the hall, i don't know. but we can do that later. i just wanna be here with you right now." billie mumbled as she wrapped her arms tightly around y/n's body, resting her head on the actress' chest.

"okay come on." y/n said with a slight laugh as she kissed the top of billie's head, pulling away to grab billie's suitcase and bag just to place it near the door inside her room.

she then took billie's hand and pulled her close, leading her inside before closing the door behind them. "who else is here?"

the two of them took a seat on y/n's bed, billie resting her head on y/n's shoulder with y/n's arms around her waist as she replied. "finneas, claudia, laura and danny." billie spoke with a yawn as she curled into y/n's side.

"you sleepy, angel?" y/n asked softly as she brought billie closer and kissed the top of her head.

"no, i wanna kiss you." billie mumbled as she looked up at y/n and puckered her lips, the actress chuckling as she leant in and closed the gap between them.

billie held y/n's cheeks in her hands as she pulled herself up to kiss her with more force, melting into y/n's touch as the actress wrapped her arms around billie's waist.

billie could hear her own heavy breathing as she pushed y/n down on the bed, getting on top of her without breaking the kiss even once. y/n gripped billie's ass which earned an eager moan from the singer as she pressed herself onto y/n's body.

"hey- woah!" came the voice of the last person billie wanted to see. the couple pulled away frantically before billie got off of y/n and sat down next to her, heavy breathing filling the room as both of them caught their breaths.

"sorry i didn't mean to interrupt anything.." lanie mumbled as she kicked her shoes off and sat down on the couch.

billie could only roll her eyes as she stood up and took deep breaths before looking at her girlfriend. "i'm gonna go to my room."

"i'll come with you." y/n said immediately as she stood up as well, walking over to the door and grabbing billie's suitcase.

the two of them walked down the hall to billie's room and got her all settled in, now cuddling on the bed with the tv on.

"i missed you so much." y/n whispered as she ran her fingers through billie's hair, holding her close.

"i missed you too." billie responded as she looked up at her girlfriend with a smile on her face. "a lot."

y/n stared at the girl in her arms and just couldn't believe her eyes. the sunlight pouring in through the windows toned billie's skin perfectly and she looked ethreal. the way her messy hair lay on her forehead, eyes fluttering shut every now and then, her cute dimples showing everytime she smiled - she was just about the most gorgeous person y/n had ever laid eyes on.

"you're so pretty my love." y/n spoke as she gently stroked billie's cheek. "it's unbelievable."

billie blushed heavily as she buried her face in y/n's neck. "no i'm not."

"i'm serious." y/n admitted as she pushed billie away from her neck to admire her features. "you're a fucking goddess."

"stop." billie giggled as she hid her face in one of the pillows and y/n couldn't help the smile that tugged at her lips. billie's laugh was her favourite sound in the whole world.

"come here bub." she kissed billie's cheek before wrapping her arms around her waist and pulling billie on top of her, much to a squealing billie's astonishment.

billie's face was now stuffed in y/n's boobs and she could not ask for a better view. "perfect pillow." she said as she relaxed into the actress' body, earning a laugh from her as she held billie close.

"moments like these are my favourite." y/n said after a few minutes of complete silence. "just you and me in each others' arms."

she felt billie smile into her chest before nodding. "they're my favourite too."

tightening her hold on billie, y/n sighed. "i love you more than anyone." she said softly as she kissed the top of billie's head. "you're the love of my life."

"and you're the love of mine. that'll never change."

but change is the only constant in life.

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