misery || b.e

feminine

"billie!" y/n whined impatiently from downstairs. she was currently seated on the couch as she waited for her girlfriend to emerge from their room so that they could make their way to finneas and claudia's new years party.

"hold on! this shit takes time!" billie yelled back and y/n rolled her eyes, throwing her head back with a dramatic groan.

"at this rate we'll only reach there two new years parties later!" y/n said and she could hear billie groan from upstairs.

"just wait for a few more minutes, will you?" billie responded and y/n sighed as she leant back on the couch and closed her eyes. this could take a while.

she didn't understand why billie had to take so long to get ready. the girl looked fucking ethreal in just sweatpants with no make up on. god knows why she always wasted so much time on her make up.

but whatever makes her feel good, y/n was willing to put up with.

saying she was excited for this party would be an understatement. she's been looking forward to this for a while now and she couldn't wait to be there. all the stories she's heard from the people who've attended before - she was beyond ready to experience it herself. and she was also waiting to reconnect with her friends after a long month.

the sound of billie's footsteps tore her out of her thoughts as she jumped out of her seat and walked over to stand in front of the stairs to greet her girlfriend.

"finally! took you long eno-" she cut herself off as soon as her eyes landed on the unbelievably beautiful woman walking down the stairs, her mouth now hanging open as she watched her make her way towards her.

billie seldom dressed feminine but on the rare ocassion that she did, god did she look gorgeous. and y/n loved it. seeing her girlfriend in feminine attire was one of her favourite things ever.

she certainly hadn't expected billie to dress feminine for the party though. so it definitely took her by surprise as she practically drooled while staring at the insanely beautiful woman in front of her.

"mommy." she whispered and though it was said in a joking manner, she sure as hell meant it. billie was driving her crazy.

"y/n!" billie laughed out as her cheeks turned red at y/n's comment and she blushed profusely at the way she was looking at her.

y/n snapped out of her daze as she shook her head quickly, blinking a few times to take in the fact that this was her girlfriend. it was unbelievable. "holy shit, billie." she said as she took a step towards her. "you- i'm- god, you're stunning." she stuttered out, unable to believe how good she looked.

billie blushed even harder at this, a huge smile on her lips as she looked down at her outfit before looking back up at y/n. "you like?"

"like? i fucking love it, oh my god. i love you!" and just like that, all the excitement she'd built up for the party was gone. her focus was now solely on billie and billie only. "can we just skip the party because holy fuck i want to rail you."

"y/n!" billie exclaimed for the second time, a gasp leaving her lips. she honestly didn't know why she was surprised at this point. y/n was always saying things like this.

"i think i forgot how to breathe." y/n stated as she looked billie up and down, taking in her whole body. she really had to steady her breathing, she just couldn't get over how sexy billie looked.

she had no idea if she should comment on how pretty billie looked or how hot she looked because damn it, she looked both at the same time. how the hell she manages to do that will always be a mystery to y/n.