Will took me and Eleanor to Boston to "get us out of the house." Part of me thinks it might've been to make up for yesterday. Which we're not going to talk about. Eleanor overdosed again. At first I thought she was mad at me for yesterday which would've been just perfect, but it was actually Livi's fault. As usual. I'm so scared for Eleanor. Losing her would hurt so much. I think I'd join her. I really do. Eleanor told Livi she never really loved her and I think Livi is going to reincarnate. She's so selfish.
