love myself more
be kinder to myself (and other people)
be better at communicating
take eleanor to the louve
kiss eleanor on the eiffel tower
Michaela's journal II
Table of contents-
should be
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would anyone care
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friends
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spiral
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need
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this again
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it's your fault
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wait
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plan
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little talks
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none of my business
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don't think
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why does this happen so much
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when all you wanted was to be wanted
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tu me manques
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how does this work
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where we went wrong
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let me off this rollercoaster
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small update
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fifteen
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i want to stay
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research
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unsure
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i'm so sorry
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how can you say that
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you shouldn't
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heavy
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cooking
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:\
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break
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falling
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...
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i'm going to kill myself
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dear eleanor
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Boston
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i swear
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right where you left me
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tell me what to change
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yeah
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be better
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pick one
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i don't understand
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why won't you talk to me
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fresh start
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talia
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not that easy
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maybe there's a reason
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dear gods
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how can you think i'm okay
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fix this
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how
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i can't sleep
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you promised
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i dyed my hair
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can't change it
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risk
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oh my gods
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stop
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well
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hypocrite
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the world doesn't revolve around you
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belong
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star wars
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dear eleanor
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make a decision
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don't get it
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flashback
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it's not that simple
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this isn't funny
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cupcakes
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they say these are the golden years
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slip-ups
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if you loved me
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overload
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planned out
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Mother's Day
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hmm
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last chance
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this is life before you know who you're supposed to be
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secret
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five seven five
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another secret
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good day
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romeo and juliet (hopefully without the gruesome death)
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12 am thoughts
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what to do
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i'm about to lose it
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and then
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so many feelings
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what are you waiting for
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why can't we be happy
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special
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parents
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tbh
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i'm not a therapist
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why does everyone want a baby???
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sorry
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drained
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control
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i can't fix this
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is it really that big a deal
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have hope
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healer
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missing
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i want to help
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an ideal day
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horrible
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olympics
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why would anyone want to watch the world burn?
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inside out
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i'll be the first
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god
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how could you do that
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get away
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love love love
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worry about everything
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dear austin
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better than anyone
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why won't they listen
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we'll become strangers sooner or later
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double standard
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one day
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no answers
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three days
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the only thing i did right
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help
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UGHHHH
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day 0
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i'm so tired of this
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too good to be true
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not up to me
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i mean it
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august
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the incident
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not yet
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easier
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so much for my self-esteem
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clean
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here we go again
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nudge
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a thought that's been in my mind ever since she told me she liked me
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:(
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too much
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why can't we just be happy?
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sigh
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thinking
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intrusive thoughts
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life is pretty good (except for geometry)
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a real girl
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fears
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act two
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fall
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cycles
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what i've learned about healing
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ballerina
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my birthday
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puzzle
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violence violence murder murder stabby stabby death death
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leave a mark
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mood swings
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single minute
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three months
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things i want to do in 2024
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mad woman
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???
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end of story
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body dysmorphia
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:/
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dwelling
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thoughts
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and thats how i know we need to break up
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dear eleanor
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don't know if i miss you or just the way you made me feel
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bpd
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thinking again
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hate
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my childhood
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special
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date?
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hbd
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bluffing
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it's no big surprise you turned out this way
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in my head
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maturing
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old familiar ache
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but like
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ugh
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hmm
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letters
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i think i've seen this film before
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the right thing
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promise
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little did we know we were both autistic
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it's like this
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here we are again
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no hope
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she'll probably hurt you again
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stupid teenage hormones
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tori
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