Michaela's journal II

it's like this

It's like one part of my brain says no this is a horrible idea and the other part wants you so bad but I think the truth is I'm just kind of lonely. You're not the only one who finds it hard to be just friends. I keep finding myself wanting to text you stuff like "I miss you" and "I love you." I know I shouldn't. I want to talk to you, but I'm not totally sure how.