Michaela's journal II

risk

So I told her I loved her. I said that I wasn't ready to forgive yet but I still want her in my life. And maybe that wasn't the best course of action. Maybe I'll regret that and it'll just lead to more heartbreak. But honestly? That's a risk I'm willing to take. I know I said once that I didn't want to be the person who keeps going back to their ex again and again, but also, it feels different this time. Maybe I'm stupid for thinking that. But I really don't want this to be how we end.