Fall started. I'm trying to make the most of it before winter comes. I already feel like I have less energy all the time and it's so hard to get up. But I'm okay, I guess. Eleanor has been sick the past few days so I'm here taking care of her. She says Livi's siblings plagued her. I'm not sure if that's true but I wouldn't be surprised. Will is helping me find an eating disorder therapist. I feel guilty about how much he does for me when he's got so many other things to deal with already. I wish I could do something for him. It's really not easy trying to be a good sister and girlfriend at the same time. I feel bad when I prioritize one over the other. Either way, I'm going to disappoint someone. Either way I feel like I made the wrong choice.
