Eleanor hates me. She's dating Livi to spite me after what I said. I'm pretending not to care. Reminding myself that this is Eleanor's fault. It's all her fault. She kissed Livi. So why is she so upset about dating her? You chose this. I did everything I could and yet you chose this. You don't think, do you? Do you even care about what you did to me? How dare you. How dare you do that to me. I know I said I needed time. That we could work on it. But I'm not sure we can. I still love you. But I hate you too.
