why won't you talk to me

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So Eleanor cheated on me
With Livi
And they won't talk to me
Won't explain why they did it
Won't tell me anything
Doesn't even seem to care
I don't understand
What do I do wrong?
Livi said she's sorry but she's a liar
I know she's not sorry
Why would she be
Eleanor says she's going to Olympus
She said she's going to kill Dad
Because he keeps trying to ruin her life
I don't know why she's so set on that
She's the one who cheated
He didn't make her
He just told me that she did it
Because apparently
I'm not even worth an explanation
I tried so hard but it still wasn't enough
Why can't I be enough
Two days ago I thought you were my soulmate
I don't understand why you're acting like this
You keep telling me things like
I'm your first choice
And I always will be
You love me
And not her
What's even true and what isn't
I don't understand
I can't trust a word you say

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