earth

chapter 33

I want to murder every single last person on earth- It's like a hunger that can't be satisfied, a need that must be fulfilled. I want to do something so bad it hurts, and the thought of not being able to do it is almost unbearable. It's like a physical pain, a tightness in my chest that won't go away. I can't stop thinking about it, and every time I try to distract myself, the craving comes back even stronger. It's like an addiction, and I'm powerless to resist it- If I don't do this then I'll die!

I woke up with a gnawing feeling in my stomach...I sat up laying my head on the backboard- Taking a deep breath, I can't go back without setting this hunger somehow...I came from the back and open the closet to pick up my M16- Slamming the door back shut. stepping out of the room-  a cold gush of wind hit my chest, taking my breath away 

And I walk down the hallways, My footsteps echoing against the walls the darkness seems to go on forever but my hunger is more...Anyone I see...I'll kill, I'll shoot them...This hasn't been the first time of this case of me shooting anyone in sight and it won't be the last...Maybe that's why the hallways are empty- maybe that's why nothing moves but the dust particles flowing there the wind takes it- I stop at an open window that's the source of the coldness and see someone standing on a billboard- the only thing I see is the person's hair flowing in the wind. It was as if the person is a part of the landscape, a natural extension of the trees and the grass...She's going to fall, I want to see...I walk outside coming closer to her...I tilt my head up and she was still standing there...How the hell did she even climb up here? Oh, there are ladders...I climb them manually ascending to heaven, I pull myself up and the girl is now turning her back to me, The wind picks up, rusting up her hair and mine...Her head turns to me...

"Ava, what are you doing out here?" Or here in general " I thought I sent you to Saza"

"I...I wanted to come see you, I've missed you a lot" She whispers, a faint smile appearing on her face...I haven't missed you there's a reason why I sent you to the West.

"Why?" I ask. "I thought you wanted nothing to do with this, that's why I sent you away to create the family you always imagined." I look into her eyes, searching for answers, but all I see is pain and confusion. Her hair was blowing in the wind, a wild tangle of strands that seemed to mirror the turmoil in my heart.

Tears streams down her face as she spoke, her voice choked with emotion. "I-I realize that I didn't want that life without you...without us," she said, her hair blowing in the wind. "You are whom I want to be with and you are where loyalty lies." Her words hit me like a ton of bricks, and I felt a lump form in my throat. I had never felt it before, it's...strange. It's as if she was baring her soul to me, revealing all of her fears and doubts. I reach out to her, wanting to comfort her, but she steps back, her eyes downcast. "I know that I only slow you down," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "And I'm sorry. I just...I didn't know what else to do." I could see the pain in her eyes, the regret, the longing. I take a step towards her, and this time she didn't move away.

"So..." I whisper, my heart pounding in my chest. "What is it that you want?" She looks at me with fierce determination in her eyes, her hair blowing in the wind.

"You," she speaks without any hesitation.

"And...you know what comes with me right? You know what comes after me and before me right?" I spoke, her eyes narrow as to know exactly what I'm referring to.

"Yes," she says, her voice barely above a whisper.

"Say it," I demand, needing to hear the words from her own lips. She takes a deep breath, her eyes never leaving mine.

"Pain," she says, her voice trembling. "Heartache. Uncertainty. But also...love. Joy. Happiness. Everything that makes life worth living." Without any hesitation, I lean in and kiss her, my heart pounding in my chest. Her lips are soft and warm against mine, and I feel a sense of completeness wash over me. I wrap my arms around her, pulling her closer to me, and she responds by deepening the kiss...

we pull away, our breaths coming in short gasps. I look into her eyes

"Okay then, stay with me, Ava," I say, my voice low and intense. "Live
only for me." I look into her eyes...And I won't try to kill you so much
She smiles and nods.

"William There's something I have to tell you" She looks away hesitantly
"It's big"

"I know" I reply "Is that all?" Her mouth came to a gap at the realization

"No...No I wasn't talking about that, I'm preg-"

" Boss!" A shout got my eyes off her to behind me, seeing Lucas on the ground waving his arms climbing for my attention " The people! they- they found awhile past the guards and they are escaping and they have our weapons!" Those lunatics, I'll make sure to torture them myself.

"I'm on my way" I spoke, Giving her one last glance before descending down the ladder, I came to the ground again, Lucas handed me a jacket and shirt and I slip inside of it.
This is what a need a reason to kill people, A reason...I hate being in charge in most cases where I have to kill for a reason not just because I'm in the mood...I sat in the backseat Martain and Delilah were already inside.

"Boss, They all be gathered out that one entrance at rapid speed" She points, to the skeleton of the perimeter there's a red dot indicating there was an intrusion and a yellow dot symbolizing humans...Many many humans. 

"Show me the footage," I ask and she nods, swiping her tablet and then handing it to me. As I watch the video, it becomes clear that one unidentifiable man is causing the explosion, taking out the guard before they can even react. The man shouts, alarming the people that there has been a breach in the wall, and they all flood from their homes. It is chaos, with people running in all directions, trying to escape...I couldn't help but chuckle to myself, They are like animals in a cage, their movements becoming more rapid. It looks around frantically as if searching for a way out. Suddenly, it starts to scream, making a loud noise that echoes their the tablet.

"Order unit 8 to aim snipers onto the rooftop. Have another small team act as a diversion, luring him. Two where the other snipers will be located, make sure you put the best out there." She began speaking into her earpiece the exact same words as instructed...
I want to see how much this guy has an Experience wise, This plan is simple if he fails this then he fails me and no one fails me, they will die.