Michaela's journal II

let me off this rollercoaster

I don't like when people use the word "loss" to talk about a dead person. I didn't lose any of my siblings. They aren't hiding somewhere, waiting to be found. They're dead. And once they're dead no amount of looking is ever going to bring them back to me. Everyone says being Apollo's child is a curse and I believe it. In less than a year both of my brothers died, even without a war. Who's next? Vie? Me? Or will it be Eleanor, just for fun? This isn't fun. This isn't funny at all.