Michaela's journal II

why won't they listen

I talked to Will yesterday. I thought rambling might distract him a little bit but I think I just made him feel worse. He says he can't even move. I don't know what to do. If he dies I don't think he'll come back again. And I don't think I'll be okay for a really long time. I know I'll blame myself for not being able to protect him like I swore I would. I already failed once. I can't just do nothing. The solution is staring me in the face and yet no one will listen. I want to scream.