Don't Go||m.e

chapter 47

may's pov

i sat on my bed, with a photo of me and hayes beside me and a box of tissues.

i laid down on my bed and covered myself with my blanket.

"can i come it?" Matt knocked the door.

"yeah okay" i said in an audible voice.

he turned the door knob and let himself in.

"you cant do this" he said.

"what?"

"you cant be like this forever"

"matt..."

"you locked yourself up in this room for how many days,May. no meals"

i stared blankly at him.

"you need to take care of yourself"

"matt just shut up" i hissed

"may, i wont shut up" he argued

"get out matt, get out i just dont want you here get out" i pointed at the door.

"you need to eat may" he pleaded and grabbed my wrist.

i got out of his grip.

"just get out matt im not interested in what you have to say" i shouted.

"may i dont-"

"get out" I clenched my jaw.

and he went out the door and slammed it behind him.

i curled up into a ball and just let it all go.

-

matt went home after the argument we had. yes, I regretted it and felt guilty. i had mood swings since this stupid tragedy and it hasn't left ever since.

i wanted pizza and matt.

i dialed his phone number.

bold:May
italic:matt

"matt?"

"hey baby" his voice all groggy.

"i'm sorry"

"it wasnt your fault"

"i was over-reacting"

"i was arguing"

"i'm sorry matt"

"sokay cupcake. want me to grab some grub?"

"please"

"pizza? cheese or pepperoni?"

"cheese"

"be there in a few princess"

"okay"

and i hung up.

-

matt took the dvd and inserted it into the DVD player.

the pizza arrived and i ate greedily.

what? i'm hungry.

we were watching finding nemo because there wasnt really any other movies available to watch.

matt pulled me closer and putted the blanket around us. he placed his hand around me and I placed my head on his shoulder while eating pizza.

-

after cleaning up the place, did my routine, it was time for bed.

"stay with me matthew" i said.

"i cant i need to go home" he said bummed.

"please" i pleaded, my bottom lip sticking out.

he sighed then giggled. he carried me bridal style and threw me on my bed. he tickled me on my weak spots and I tried getting away, but no use.

"m-matt stop" i said, between my laughs.

he laughed along with me and finally stopped.

he got under the covers with me and got into a comfy position.

our legs intertwined and my head on his chest. he wrapped my body with his hands and mine on his chest.

my eyes were slowly closing when matt whispered into my ear.

you're my sun,
my moon,
and all my stars.
i love you so much.
you're the only person i'm a fool for.
i fell for you so hard.
i'm in love with you.
my heart's beating for you,
lips lonely without you,
me, broken without you.
baby, fix me.
because i'm lying here
broken and fucked up.

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