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Chapter 34

May's POV
Matthew?
"I miss your lips so bad"
"M-Matthew?"
"I'm sorry" he said regretting of what he did.
I stayed quiet. I wanted to hug him and feel his warm hands around me but I can't. He cheated on me. I can't have that. Not again.
"DonW't just stand there say something".

He looked at me while I was looking at the concreate floor. I tried to hold back my tears. That's when I noticed Matthew's nose was bruised.
"What's wrong with your nose?" I asked holding his nose gently. He moved a little. "I'm s-sorry" i said taking my hand back. "No I'm sorry" he said coming closer to me.

He hugged me and I felt safe. I bit my lip not trying to cry on his chest. I didn't hug him back. I was still angry. He pulled away the hug and looked at me. "Please" he begged. Tears already forming in my eyes. "I can't Matthew" i said covering my mouth while warm tears rolling down my cheeks.

Matthew looked at me , with pain. "I can't stand seeing you cheating on me again" i said before crying. "I won't" he said. He tried to pull me into a hug but I moved. Then a car parked at my driveway.

Dad.

He got out the car, furious seeing Matthew. I wiped my eyes fast so that he won't see me crying. My dad pushed Matthew out of the way and screamed at him. Matthew didn't listen. He was looking at me the whole time , tears rolling down his face. He blocked out my dad's screaming voice and stared at me , with pain. I covered my mouth trying not to burst out crying. Matthew wiped his cheeks and came to me, pushing my dad out of the way. He hugged me quick and letted me go. "I'm sorry" and he left.

I ran into my room bursting into tears. I locked my room door so that my dad won't burst into the room screaming. I laid on the ground , curled up into a ball and sobbed on the carpet.

Matthew, please don't leave me.

Matt's POV
I walked home really slow like a fucking turtle.

Asshole.

The word I describe myself. Asshole. Tears can't stop rolling down my face. I tried to stop but I can't. I just can't.

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I'm now at home , after a long emotional walk. Tears still pouring. Can this day get any worse?
I can't. I can't take it anymore. I searched my closet , under my bed , my nightstand , everywhere in my room. Nowhere. Where is it? I searched into my pockets. Ahhh, here it is.

Wondering what it is?

A pack of cigarettes.

MATTHEW DONT ITS NOT GOOD FOR YOU.

Please just one or maybe two.

I went to my balcony which is outside my room. My room has a patio. Pretty cool huh? I opened up the pack of cigarettes and took one. I placed the cigarette into my mouth and lit it up. I breathed in and blew out the smoke.

I felt relaxed.

After a few "sucking on the cigarette" thing. I stopped. I threw it on the floor and stepped on it. I then just leave it there. No one and I mean NO ONE comes inside my room. I keep it locked all the time. The keys? I bring them with me 24/7. I now felt really bad. I took a shower and brushed my teeth. I used mouthwash so no one could smell the cigarette smoke. After that I just sunk in bed. I scrolled down Twitter , stalking May's account and there was one tweet which was from 5 minutes ago. It said

"@MaySmithh: Please don't leave me."

and then I broke down. I then tweeted.

"@TheMattEspinosa: I won't baby. I promise. I love you gorgeous😢"

Then I drifted to sleep.
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