It Started With A Shame

Chapter 46

One week and 3 days have passed..

FINN'S POV:

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I can't breathe properly..

Masikip ang dibdib ko at kinakapos ako sa hangin..

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What the hell is wrong with me?

Hindi ko na maigalaw ang buong katawan ko..

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I feel weak..

My heartbeat is getting slower..

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Nandidilim na ang buong paningin ko..

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Until my heart stopped beating..

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*Eeeeeengggggg*

That was the last sound that I've heard from the ICU ventilator.. A machine that symbolizes if someone is still alive or already dead..

Pagkatapos kong marinig ang tunog na yun ay hindi na sumakit pa ang katawan ko..

I just felt nothing..

And it feels strange..

I suddenly went to an unknown and quiet place..

Where am I?

There is an open door out there..

Hindi ito kalayuan sakin at napansin kong may isang liwanag akong nakikita..

Wala nang ibang bagay sa paligid ko kundi ang pintuan ng liwanag na yun.

It is so bright and it feels like I'm staring directly to the sun..

I can't explain what kind of place is this..

I'm actually seeing a bright brilliant light..

Am I already dead?

I suddenly noticed that there was a standing figure in the light, shaped like a normal human being, but with no facial features..

Unti-unti siyang lumalapit sa direksyon ko.

I don't know why but I suddenly felt attracted to this unknown feature that I'm seeing..

Parang may nag-uudyok sakin na lapitan ko din siya at tuluyan akong sumama sa kanya..

Is she my guardian angel?

"Gusto mo na bang sumama sakin?"

She sounds like a girl and she has a very calm voice.. Hindi ako nakasagot dahil naguguluhan pa ko sa nangyayari..

Sasama ako sa kanya?

Papunta saan?

"Hindi mo pa oras pero nasayo ang desisyon kung gusto mo pang manatili sa mundong ito o hindi na.."

She said as she offered her hands to me..

Huminto siya sa paglapit sakin para antayin ang isasagot ko.

What did she say?

Bakit niya pa ko pinapapili sa dalawang bagay na yun?

I just thought that I'm already dead..