Code name: Siren

Cruel Past

„So it was supposed to be an easy mission.
I knew the target.
He knew me and I knew that he was head over heels for me.
My team waited outside hidden to evade me if necessary.
I had time till 6.
As I entered the mansion I instantly had a bad feeling. It was supposed to be a big dinner.
But there were no other guests.
At this point I should have heard on my feelings.
But for several reasons my stubborn ass ignored them. I played with the target, asking subtle questions.
But he acted different.
It wasn't as easy as last time.
He pretended that he wanted to show me some important things.
In the cellar they finally confronted me with their info of me being undercover.
I denied everything.
But they had to have good informations.
They tied my hands to the ceiling.
They tried everything to get information out of me.
But I wouldn't budge.
They beat me bloody.
As this seemed to not work ..."

I paused and took a deep breath.

„Three of them tried to rape me.
They couldn't.
I fought back as hard as I could.
Even after they broke my leg multiple times.
Unable to rape me they humiliated me and jerked off on me.
They continued to beat me up.
As they lost patience they stabbed me and left me to bleed out."

I looked in the shocked faces of six girls.
And saw the tears running down johnnys face.

„Luckily I have the best team in the whole world.
They found me.
They saved me.
That's why it is so important to have a good team.
I was in teams that would have left me there.
But not them."

I smiled at Johnny.

„We would have burned the world to find you"

he said softly.

„That's why I preach to a good team.
Because even if you think it will be easy, there can always be something wrong. And if your feeling tells you to leave then leave!"

„Thank you Liz. I'm really glad that you're our teacher"

the small one said.
I smiled sweet.

„I'm very happy that I can share this with you."

After they had all left Johnny and I sat there in silence.

„I never heard the full story"

Johnny mumbled.

„I never have told any of you"

I said quiet.
He hugged me deeply.

„You know you're everything to us right?"

„I know Johnny."

I felt warm tears fill my eyes.

„I hope none of them will ever experience this. They are good girls"

i whispered.

„they have the best teacher. They will be the best"

Johnny said stroking through my hair.
We stood there hugging till I heard someone clear his throat behind us.
I tuned and saw Simon.
He looked a little pissed but his face softened as he saw my tears.

„What's wrong? What happened?"

I smiled softly and walked up to him.

„Nothing baby. Just a long day."

I wrapped my arms around his waist and nuzzled my face into his chest.
He held me tight.
This made everything better.

„Go to my room darling. I'll bring you dinner"

he said softly and wiped my tears away.
I smiled and looked back to Johnny.

„thank you Johnny. You were a really great help"

„Anything for you princess"

he winked and I laughed.

I went back to Simon's room and cuddled up under my blanket.
I was so glad that the lesson went so good but I also felt terrible.
Exhausted.
Just tired.
Soon Simon came in with some food.

„I fought Roach for the last pudding for you"

he smiled slightly.
It was a painful smile.
He was worried.

„You're the best boyfriend in the whole world"

I said soft.
I probably looked as tired as I felt.
He sat down next to me and gave me the food.

„Is everything ok? You can talk to me too"

„I told the girls the story. About that night. They needed to know."

Simon sighed but said nothing.
I didn't mind it.
I ate in silence.

„Come here"

He whispered as I finished.
He pulled me close and layed down with me on top of him.
I cuddled onto him and took deep breath's.

„I love you Liz. No matter what. You're doing an amazing job"

he mumbled playing with my hair.

„I love you too Simon. So much."

„If I ever lose you, I'll lose myself"

he whispered squeezing me softly.

„You won't lose me Simon. Never"

We fell asleep just like that.
It was him and I.
There was nothing more that I needed.
He eased my mind.
He kept me sane.