16 January
My friend is moving back to her city. She was the friend I adored for a few weeks, and I never experienced this feeling of having "Amrita" for me, and she was the one who would get me chocolates or something sweet for me every day. Meet me, eat with me; we slept together once at her place; we spent the 31st of December together last year on her balcony while watching fireworks. I know she would have chosen to be anywhere else but there, and I would have chosen to stay there with her. She is an amazing company, and I am glad life is working out for her because she wanted to move back since the start, and she is. I am extremely happy for her. If I had time, I would have thrown her a farewell party with a pink theme and invited people to play games, play all her favorite songs, and dance like crazy with her.
She is wonderful and deserves the best things in the world. I love you, my friend.
I am going to miss you so much that I can't stop crying aaaaaahhhh. I hate this. I can't call you anymore in the afternoon and ask you when you will be coming home. What did you eat? I won't be that person in your life anymore. You will be occupied with your family and friends. You were my only girl friend and the best one I ever had, who was crazy about me. I have always been on the other end. It just hit you that you changed too; a little bit you did; it's okay anyway; you are leaving now. Bandra shopping to baithack chills. I never thought I'd have so much fun with a girl friend in Bhayander, especially without that kind of effort just being myself. It felt unreal. I have stopped crying now. Sorry, my pills make it worse. but I'll miss you so much.
Bye, friend, take care, and I'll cherish these memories forever. I love you, girl.
