29 January
Yesterday was a big day for me. Listening to the news about my bhabhis dad's death was hurtful to me on the call itself. Usually, I am least concerned when it comes to feeling emotional because I feel yes, someone died, and that's sad, but I feel nothing for them at all. Whereas here I felt so many emotions because I know her bond with her father and how much she adored and loved him. I can't ever relate to that feeling because I don't have that type of bond, but having it and losing it is always a big thing. Then, sitting with her, I started crying too, because I love her so much that I could feel her intense emotions. Seeing her in pain was too much to handle for me. I love her a lot; she is my best friend and my relative, which is a blessing.
I look up to her for many things, and many things in her life were taught to me by her father as well. That's how he becomes important for me too.
I hope his soul may rest in peace.
