19th: My Ray of Hope

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I feel grateful for what's happening these days.
I love me and my life.
Which includes my friends and family.
I am blessed with people.
Like my mother, cousin, sister, and all my area friends
Who shows up when I need them?

I am blessed to be a person.
Who is lucky enough to have friends who put up with me?
For the sake of my friendship,
In which I only call to make plans
Or talk about myself in most cases.

I hope to be there for them as well.
I met most of my friends.
Once a month
I still have 3–4 friends.
And I talk to my mom and cousin almost every day.

Journaling is my bestie of all.
I was about to write low commitment.
But actually, it's the other way around.
Highest commitment in order to heal myself

People say there is no simple way to follow and reach success.
I believe there are a few that can help find the way.
At least the kind I seek

I had so many dreams for the people who
Don't even exist yet.
My unborn kids
I wanted them to have the chance.
To go to Yale, Princeton, or MIT
One of my motivations to move abroad

I had this whole life planned out.
Where I wanted to be a family, like
Modern family
I know it's not a compulsion, and my kids will not turn out exactly as I hope they will.

It's just that
Having an opportunity helps.
My ex reached home yesterday.
A week later, it's a reminder date.
I really hope to stick to my list of necessary communication only.

I feel so hopeful and alive.
Manifesting

A peaceful, happy life
Clarification of words and the mind
A good day
A good start
A great beginning

I am excited to go to my movie now.
Garfield, and see my friend too.


After movie

amazing movie
I cried twice because of the whole Dad being there thing.
Middle-row seats

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