I took off the burden a few days ago.
Of everything, from being fit to achieving things in life,
I need nothing anymore, not even peace.
Chasing that has been tough too.
I am going to let go and be free.
Let the greater energy then me
Decide my fate for me.
I'll cherish opportunities and participate in things that feel right to me.
I have become this fearful soul.
Who's scared to do things?
It's improving now.
I don't feel afraid to meet people anymore like I used to or talk.
Maybe committing to big things like concerts and movies is still a big thing with new people or friends.
Safety is a concern when it comes to solo trips, so figuring it out will take time.
I have that, and thank you, God, for making me so lucky to not be loaded with responsibilities currently.
I took the pressure, and now I am letting it go.
Life isn't a miserable thing.
It's all about the mindset.
keeping aside all your desires and societal pressure
Focus on the basics.
Root for the world.
Along the way, give it back, too.
There will be setbacks.
There will be betrayals.
There will be days.
You will feel like nothing makes sense.
Just another sh*t day.
Remember, you need these days.
Because that's how you bloom.
I also appreciate good days.
I have been doing nothing for the past two days.
Eating, sleeping, binge-watching movies, and series
I felt so drained emotionally.
I couldn't even shower.
Which is too much even for me.
But it's alright.
I won't judge me.
I will start meditating like my therapist asked me to.
These days, I am not completing any of my tasks.
Just acknowledging this
I am on my way to Siddhi Vinayak.
I was excited as a kid for two people.
I love the most.
My mom and my baby Bappa
Hanging out with my mom is fun.
Before, it used to be like taking her out.
Seeing her happy
But now it's like she's fun to hang out with.
She respects my space and understands my physical limitations.
Pamper me randomly.
Since the day I expressed my eternal love for her
She is overwhelmed with the fact that
I love her the most in the world.
She knows I have no ulterior motives.
