Journaling

Weak

2nd March


Why am I so weak?
Why does everything I do to keep things better and sane go insanely wrong?
I lack courage in life.
I have lost my way in life.
This heartbreak didn't go right.
I am not building myself up enough.
Emotionally, I am spent and drained.

Taking a stand in front of people is the biggest battle of my life.
It feels like I am able to do nothing.
These days, whatever someone says, I take it personally.
And those remarks stay with me, stuck in my mind, becoming a part of me.