Every growing conversation
Leading to knowing
2 things
First, I fucked up.
And second, he fucked up bigger.
That's no consolation.
The sad part is
I deserve better, which is the only healing
Device I got
He ditched me.
Like my dad did
Actually worse
My dad never promised things.
My cousin is right.
You fooled me and left me.
You stayed until the time it was convenient to you.
Instead of fighting for me or our love,
I deserve better than a guy.
Who keeps blackmailing me to leave me?
In order to work me like a puppet,
Yes, I stay in La La Land.
I wish to stay there forever now.
And whatever it might make me
I'll be that happy.
You broke my heart and dreams.
You broke me.
I'll heal, and I hope you do too.
By the way, I still wait for the better version of you to be here.
and I'll accept it all.
Like nothing ever happened before.
