Manifesting love 🩷
I won't waste your time because I don't waste mine either. Since my last heartbreak, I have been exploring myself a lot, and I have learned a lot of things about myself, from my behavioral patterns to the traumas I faced as a child, teenager, or mid-adult. I know I am not perfect, just like everyone else in the world, but I seek improvements in life. I am an outgoing, cultured, driven, visionary, goal-oriented, loving, kind, caring, honest, loyal, sexy, attractive, charming, and dedicated person with tons of love to offer because I love myself first and take care of myself, whether it's physical or emotional well-being. I also cater to my mom, my brother, Bhabhi, and my friends by being there for them as well. I respect all and accept people as they are, and my partner won't be treated any differently.
He definitely has to see the side of me where I became this cute, comforting baby who seeks all his love, attention, and pampering. I understand boundaries, so I'll respect yours and accept you as a person too. I believe we do have similar values, and I do like you for that. Obviously, you make me feel secure, and I see all the traits in you. I would like to have in a guy, but I know I haven't seen your flaws yet, so I am waiting in order to see them accept that and then start dating you for real eventually. I see a future with you that seems peaceful and comforting. I don't think you will have petty fights over religion, an outdoorsy lifestyle, or anything that's partial. I feel you will always be kind enough to communicate with me instead of neglecting me and saying, "Kya hi bolu mai ab." I can definitely guide you with how to reassure a person and all, but if I see you uninterested in learning and following through, I'll respectfully leave. Like I said, I can't go through another heartbreak; I can't take it emotionally or physically, still not over my previous, so yes, I am analyzing our every meeting, every talk, every text, and every emotion I feel before I commit to you completely or let myself fall in love with you. My guards are up, and you will always be treated fairly. I like you enough to let go of that nuclear family thing, although it's one of my greatest fears because I faced it and am not over it yet either. But I don't want to let you go because of my fear.
I look forward to a life where we gym together, cook together, sleep together, go on trips together, take our mothers on trips, respect each other's families, give space to each other whenever required, and not impose ourselves on one another. I want you to simp over me like I am this most beautiful person you know in this whole wide world, and with me as your partner, I would support you in your dream, as do you in mine.
I feel you are driven, respectful, loving, kind, caring, providing, loyal, honest, understanding, decent, well-dressed hottie 🙈, romantic, cute kiddish, and sharing who seeks love and respect in life, also someone who fits in well, and you won't suffocate that person or anyone ever. If anything, you will cherish her and give her the world. Hopefully, worship her in bed and otherwise too.
Also, I see the way you look at me adoringly. I enjoy that adoring attention. I don't know what you think while looking at me like that. I feel your pupils dilate. Next time, I might stare back. I hope you don't get conscious and stop doing it after reading this.
Just a FYI: this roots from my fear of rejection and things not going my way, but if this doesn't work, remember this always. I really, really hope it will, because I imagined a lot of things with you that I don't share because it's soon and I don't want to jinx it. I am always open and understanding about accepting things and letting them go too. Just don't ever cheat on me, even if you do just tell me and leave.
I won't waste your time because you hardly have any for yourself if I am getting that time. I know I am worthy of something to get that, so I am going to grab that and cherish it till the time this works, hoping forever.
