24th February
I don't feel good enough to do anything; I don't know if it's dehydration, stress, anxiety, or just a bad life. I miss my days of working out and eating peacefully. How weird at that time I was searching for peace instead of embracing my dedication and fitness I already have.
One of my things got fulfilled recently when I wanted a guy with abs to crush on me.
So that's a check, and I am really happy about it.
No, I am not into him, but I like it because, I think, since I started gymming, I wanted a gym rat to crush on me. Damn, I am weird.
Anyway, consistently posting on Instagram daily
Not able to write much, need to get back to my routine, feel lost in regards to my job, which I wasn't until someone said, "Please reconsider this job," and that shattered me a little. Anyway, so recently I went out for a movie with my mom, felt good, and went out with a friend.
