CARINA
"your son is so adorable,look"
My mother said
I look away not wanting to look to my son
Because I will worse mother
I feel like I don't deserve to be his mom
"Carina? won't you hold your son?"
I turn myself to them and made them face my back
I found out that I was pregnant 3 weeks after what happened
Couldn't believe it at first but it was all true
It's hard for me to accept it all because the child was unexpected
And I'm not ready to me a mother
I was only 24
And still I don't know how to be
Or I will even become a good mother
"Carina?"
My father called
"I want to rest, please"
"But Carina your son it's not feed yet--
"Mom please!"
I look at them
I didn't mean to shout at them but my anger eats me that I didn't know that I've said something wrong and I realize now my own mistake
"I think dad ,mom my wife needs to rest "
Ronaldo says
I look at him
He took our son to my parents
My parents leave and his father whom I hate to see right now
"Carina ,I know hates me ,I know that but please not our son "
I didn't dare to look at him because
I can't
"Carina please,he needs you , he's just a month old and he needs to be feed ,needs a mother "
My sons cried ,looks like our son can feel that he's parents is not okay
"Then why don't you feed him by yourself?"
I say
I'm a worse I know but I can't seems to hold my own blood because it will remind me of what happened to me
On that night
That nightmare
Author's pov
ONE YEAR AFTER
"Mamma"
Carina doesn't bother to look at he's son after he says he's first words
"Oh my god ,she says her first word"
All the people on the mancion is happy because of the child says
"I'll take my leave"
"Carina"
Ronaldo was trying to Stop her from leaving but Carina won't listen
Today is they Carina parents anniversary that's why they have party at the house
Since they want them to see , they here to Carina's parent house
"Carina your son ,say he's first word he call you mama"
Carina mother says
But carina won't look at his own son
"I have something To do excuse me"
Carina said
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RAIN & CLOUD
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